All I have is me

I regret everything I ever did. Why? Because I hurt you more than I could have ever imagined. More than you ever deserved. You went through the worst and I only made it harder to love me. Harder to find a reason to want to stay when all I did was push you away. It hurts. It kills me every second of every minute thinking of how I could have been so selfish, so foolish and so blind to how I acted. It kills me. But this isn’t about me anymore. This is about you. This is about how much I regret loving you deeply yet treating you so wrongly and losing my best friend, my soul mate, the other half to my puzzle piece. The life we sworn to spend with eachother. And I don’t blame you for having enough. I failed you. And I can never take back what I did. But my god, would I give anything and change anything to have you back in my arms. I know I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve anything from my actions. But please, come back to me. I can’t do this without you. A half of me is missing. You mean the world to me and I will love you for the rest of my life. I’m so sorry I didn’t show it when I needed to most.

“Everything she touched she lit on fire Not with anger But with love”

“She was the hourglass and he was the sandstorm in her. Together their souls are timeless.”

“I would go back to the moment before you became the reason I don’t read letters without having someone else proofread them first.”

“Do you know that? What it means to come from catastrophe? To have no word for homeland except the crack of bone?””