wish i could like. forgive myself for being a person

I’m not interested in no type of energy I gotta ask for

hello august you piece of shit

goodbye august you piece of shit

feeling safe with someone is so important to me

I feel like I crave a love that’s non existent on this earth

life is short and weird and it’s important to tell people how you really feel about them

one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.