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Love Begins
TMBGareOK. The Official They Might Be Giants tumblr
EXPECTATIONS
The Bowery Presents
almost home
Cosimo Galluzzi

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Claire Keane
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Sometimes, it's not a new thing that's scary. Sometimes, it's when that new thing ends up becoming normal that's scary.
When eventually, you always end up wearing your wedding ring before going outside because it gives you another armor. Showing the world around you that you're just a regular woman with a regular husband and regular life at home. Hiding your true self behind another mask. Again.
And when this becomes normal, it has really become scary because you don't want to keep drowning in this pretense but you don't know the way out. And you don't know how to reach out to someone else because your life is full of lies and they don't deserve your masks. But you've worn your masks for so long, that you don't know how to put them down anymore.
The signs as letters between Virginia Woolf and Vita Sackville-West
Aries: "Do you really love me? Much? Passionately not reasonably?"
Taurus: "But I do adore you ā every part of you from heel to hair. Never will you shake me off, try as you may."
Gemini: "I always have such need to merely talk to you. Even when I have nothing to talk about ā with you I just seem to go right ahead and sort of invent it."
Cancer: "I wish I didnāt love you so much. No I donāt though; thatās not true. I am glad I do. I donāt know what to say to you except that it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to you."
Leo: "Yes, I am glad you miss me, even if it is ādamned unpleasant.'"
Virgo: "You have no idea how stand-offish I can be with people I donāt love. I have brought it to a fine art. But you have broken down my defenses. And I really donāt resent it."
Libra: "The flowers have come and are adorable, dusky, tortured, passionate like youā"
Scorpio: "I wish you could live in my brain for a week. It is washed with the most violent waves of emotion."
Sagittarius: "You may have discovered entire new countries in your own soul."
Capricorn: "I find I get more and more disagreeably solitary; In fact I foresee the day when I shall have gone too far into myself that there will no longer be anything to be seen of me at all. Will you, please, remember to pull away the coverings from time to time?"
Aquarius: "I like the unreality of your mind; the whole thing is very splendid and voluptuous and absurd."
Pisces: "I suppose it is good for the soul to be hurt and perplexed perpetually. I know at least that I miss you damnably: that is a good fixed star."
I spent hours under the hot water
Removing his mark, his scent
Still the ghost of his touch lingers
Still I feel so dirty, so obscene
I felt like I was in danger of vanishing, though at the same time the feelings I had were so raw and overwhelming that I often wished I could find a way of losing myself altogether, perhaps for a few months, until the intensity diminished.
Olivia Laing
āI wanted nothing more than to collapse into a puddle on the bathroom floor and lie there for the rest of the day. Perhaps forever.ā

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5.30 a.m. and still wide awake. Too anxious to sleep.Ā I felt I wanted to sleep and not wake up again just so today wouldnāt happen.
I want to skip this day. I want the clock to stop ticking. I want the time to get frozen. But alas those are impossible.
In the end, Iāve gotta do what I need to do to survive. Just like I always do. I just hope I donāt lose myself and can still recognize the real me, one that is always hidden away just so I can survive here in this place.
So now I just keep telling myself. Bear it. Survive it. And maybe someday I can finally start being alive. Maybe.
My vegan leather notebook is finally here~ o(^ā½^)o This is the first time I've ever purchased a fountain pen friendly notebook, and I'm so excited to write on it! I really love its harbor color, and I really love the feeling of touching the cover and the papers. I'm still a bit apprehensive to even write my name because I feel like my handwriting can't do this notebook justice yet lol
A Year with SnekiesĀ š
A year ago, a friendĀ and I were kind of talking about how expensive it was to build a PC. Then she was like, you could just buy a monitor and connect your laptop to it, and you could also buy other peripherals. And I was like, wait what we could do that?
(Yes, noob me always thought that we needed a full PC to do that.) Good thing she told me all about it, honestly, else I'd keep swimming in the sea of ignorance lol
Now it's been a year and I'm still in love with my setup. I know some people think Razer is too overpriced or that we can get better setup with different brand within the same price range. But for me, it's not about that. Razer is snake, and snake is my favorite animal.
It's as simple as that. I can't have snakes as pets, but I can have them as my peripherals. And I've gotta say, it's been such an emotionally satisfying year with these snekies~Ā š
One of the things Iām currently mad at myself is, that Iāve lost my weight too much just within a few months, after three years of working hard to maintain it above fifty.
when Sharon Olds said "If I pass a mirror, I turn away, I do not want to look at her, and she does not want to be seen."

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Lately youāve been coming into my dreams again.
I guess itās still the same for me, that during my darkest hours, youāre still my safe place.
After all, you are the only one whose touches Iāve ever welcomed, craved even.
I know I can easily message you.
We still have each otherās contact after all.
But it just feels hard for me to do so.
I see youāve already moved on with your life after all, living in another city, building a family with a man you love and a son you both have.
While Iām still stuck here.
I guess Iām feeling ambivalent.
I donāt want you to be my safe place anymore.
But if you werenāt, then I wouldnāt have any safe space at all.
A letter to you;
Hi,
I imagine that sometimes you still check my social media. Check here to see how I am. I hope you do, so if you read this. Hi. Iām okay, I feel better than I ever have. But I miss you sometimes, thereās so much I wish I could tell you about. I donāt think about you everyday anymore, but it still hits me that you are gone and my heart hurts.
The worst part about losing you was losing a best friend. I wish I could call you and tell you about her, tell you about my new friends and the new tattoos.
But I know I canāt, we need to move on. To learn to be an independent person, need to learn how to love other people, need to love ourselves. But I hope you are okay, happy and healthy.
I hope you found a new stile that fits you, I hope you smile with your teeth and I hope you laugh loudly with no shame. I hope you embrace yourself and who you truly are.
Forever yours,
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