Goon apocalypse survivor

You Guys Clearly Don't Appreciate My Genius

I'm not even a real freak I'm just into vanilla shit like guro and rape. I'll never be anything like the blueberry inflation artists on Deviantart... I'm nothing

Vanilla people are so weird to me. One time asked a Grindr guy my typical opening "What kinks are you into" because I want to know first so guys don't lie to me to get with me... And I have in my bio DO NOT MESSAGE ME If you are vanilla because I will be BORED and UNSATISFIED and I cannot CUM. This dude says some shit like "Lol I really like head 😏😏😏" Fuck off Oral is not a kink. Oral is normal sex. Oral is only kinky if you learned what sex was yesterday. Fuck you. What the hell are you talking about. Do you know how many guys want me? And you're sitting here and the kinkiest thing you can think of is oral sex? I'm offended. Not even spanking. Not even light bondage. Oral sex. What planet do you live on

Doing petplay with a millennial and they start calling you a hecking coot pupper and a good doggo

Rereading old scrapped drafts going Oh my god who the fuck wrote this this js disgusting and disturbing Oh wait me LOL!

The thing that pisses me off about the cannibalism as a metaphor for love thing is that they're using the wrong rhetorical device. It's an allegory. And if it isn't then I'm not interested. What's the fucking point if there's no blood? I want blood goddammit! And half of you bitches are posers anyway. Come back to me when you've jerked off to hard vore

Lowkey I was not as into the dadson thing until like a year ago this is a pretty new development for me and a lot of that is my ex but also I think part of it is becoming an adult and kind of being completely thrust into that and having comparatively less support from my parents as opposed to my friends' parents. I've found myself craving a reliable father figure more than ever now that I'm an adult along with also finally being able to come to terms with the fact that my dad was pretty shitty without the complications of how that was used against me when I was 11/12. Like yeah wow I really wish I was loved for who I am by an older man instead of the dad who treats me like his disgusting unwanted joke of a tranny daughter and throws a fit if I ever ask him to help me financially. Man what the fuck.

I think my brain just might operate fundamentally different to how the average person experiences sexuality bc most people treat sexualizing stuff as if you're incapable of taking it seriously. As if eroticizing something means that you can't have something meaningful to say about this. Well actually I don't think this is a fundamental difference I think this is because society treats sexuality as something to be sequestered and shamed and therefore can't understand people who embrace it outside of it being a shameful urge they need to deal with

I was just thinking about my past relationships and I was like Ugh they all failed because I didn't want to have sex and all they wsnted was sex but I only wanted sex on my own terms. And I started getting mad at myself for that and then I realized that healthy relationships don't require me to compromise like that and that it's normal for to have control over when you have sex actually and you should only have sex when you both want it. I was getting mad at myself for wanting to have control over when I had sex in my past relationships cus it felt like I never got that. Okay

I'm getting very sick and tired of seeing people equate fiction with real trauma. Seeing people put loli art on the same level as the photos of me at 11 that might still be floating around the internet for all I know makes me so fucking upset but if you ever try to say anything about this you get shut down instantly because no one actually cares about victims they just want an excuse to dogpile people