Chill

The 2nd Amendment is no longer the right to bear arms.  The 2nd Amendment has become the right to take lives. The 2nd Amendment is no longer aiding citizens.  The 2nd Amendment is now abetting murderers.

You know… I honestly don’t remember how did in 9th grade Social Studies?

What a delightful day to tell fuckers on the internet that you have a thoroughly more informed opinion than they do, despite all the googling they could ever do in their lifetime.

1. Your smile is the favorite page of every reader, we ripped it a little, but kept it as a bookmark 2. You aren’t always there 3. And that’s okay 4. Because when you are, I’m here too 5. I lean on you more than I should 6. You must be a house 7. Wait. You must be a mountain 8. You must be the sky 9. The night sky 10. Every star, a shine I died for 11. You blend in with pain, it’s okay– I’m never going to stop bothering you 12. Even if I’m annoying, you still laugh 13. Even if I’m a bother, you’re still here 14. Even if I’m a nuisance, you still love 15. Even if I’m crying, you never change 16. You are the very definition of a second chance, don’t worry, we won’t blow this one 17. Glitter isn’t gold, but your lips tell a different story, glitter isn’t gold, but your stars they spell a different word, glitter isn’t gold, but your eyes they shine with mine 18. Your story can’t be said with words 19. Your story can only be explained with a sigh, deep in space where no one can hear 20. Your poetry is hard to follow 21. But I’ve never been so fucking happy being this lost inside these woods, I’m on top the tree stomp playing that song from retro video games we used to hear as little kids who knew that parents would be the end of us 22. Before I became a poet, I was a child 23. Before I was a child, we lived in the same star and before that, we came from the same strands of dust that said, you will find her 24. Before I was that little piece of finding home, I held your hands and said, I’ll always find you, even if it took forever 25. And as always, I found you 26. You are the lost minutes between shortened breaths 27. You are the crowd room too busy noticing the flickering lights because we partied too hard and fell too hard to notice, this isn’t the kind of people we wanted to be– so we changed 28. You are the free 29. You are the wings 30. You are the kite 31. Flown in my lungs 32. My last words would be your name 33. We can’t stomach all of the bullshit, so we let our thoughts overflow out of a wine glass and let me tell you, I always wet my fingers and play music because my favorite sound will always be your voice and my favorite song will be your heartbeats fluttering away every time you touched the word love 34. You’re not always happy 35. But when you are, I’d smile big 36. You aren’t always smiling 37. But when you are, I hope I helped with it 38. Can I live inside of your lungs? 39. I’d be your gardener 40. You can have these glass roses 41. Can I be your heart? 42. I’d paint you beautiful art 43. Can I fade away with you? 44. I’d live again to see you breathe 45. Can I be your escape? 46. Like that scene from finding nemo, I’d be like dory and mispronounce every word, please, always love me, always love me 47. And I promise to love you 48. You are broken and that’s okay 48. This is a repeat because fuck it 48. This is a repeat because I don’t care 48. This is a repeat because we make mistakes 48. This is a repeat because I want you to know 49. I want you to know… 50. that this is why I love

Reality is that which, when you stop believing in it, doesn’t go away.

I don’t want your body but I hate to think of you with somebody else.

I’m sad not because the day ended and we had to part ways again. Rather, I’m sad because it may seem we wouldn’t get to be this happy again soon. You’d be out of my reach again.