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I saw you in my dream today. I hate how my subconscious still misses you that it dared to bring you to my dreams. I only pray that i rid myself of your memory.

I still miss you, and the more I ignore how I feel, the more it haunts me down.

Thank you for helping me let you go. If it wasn’t for all the nights you left me to my thoughts, all the tears and silent screams, all the disrespect and neglect, I wouldn’t have had the courage to walk away.

It’s my expectations that fully intend to tear me apart.

Won’t you wish me a happy birthday? Or do you know the wish won’t come true as long as I don’t have you?

You were supposed to be my home, my safety, my sanctuary, how did you become my hell, the source of all my pain.

All i want is to be between your arms and cry till all my tears dry up.

Missing you is like being stabbed with a thousand stale knives

Why would you hurt me when all I did was love you?

بينما تتجلّى أنت في أبيات الغزل، أغرقُ أنا في بِحور الخجل، تَدفعُني رياح الهوى لإختَبئ و أجِدُني أهربُ مِنك إليك ❤️