Sologirl20

Somebody or something is stealing my body weight off of me. Actually wishing it off my body. I keep going to my doctor's appointments and it says weight gain is 207 lbs with no leg weight at all anymore. My waistline hasn't fell off, nor has my shoulders, arm size, and stomach. It's strange to be called obese because of my BMI calculated 33. It's causing mental issues. I'm not my high school weight anymore. Being 130 in high school used to be so lovely. But I'm not there by a long shot. I don't want to suffer from anorexia like my mother did throughing up her food all of the time. I tend to eat too much at one time until I'm sick of food. I don't want bulimia neither. I worry constantly about this and try to control it the best way I can. I don't want to throw away all my foods.