MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE?
after much contemplation, iâve decided itâs finally time to drop solji and rookies as a whole. itâs something that iâve thought about since june 2018 when i had first nearly dropped this girl but couldnât because my internet went out. however, thereâs no use continuing to put off the inevitable. iâve been struggling to write for her for months, and despite the fact that becoming an idol would bring new development to her, it would also make it that much harder to plot with anyone outside of her group. plus, debut was always the goal and as of monday, november 18, 2019, we have reached that goal.
on top of that, rookies has always been a bittersweet place for me. itâs a place that iâd enjoyed at one point in time, but around the time when i had first dropped the rp back in 2016, i had been deeply hurt by a few people here and while itâs a story of the past and that i try my best to keep there, i think some of that hurt continues to manifest itself now.Â
not only that, but there are a lot of things about how this place has been run that iâve had issues with, particularly with how more serious issues are handled as well as the transparency of how events are determined. iâve had my name revealed in conversations with people whom i had issues with by the admod team and while those people probably already had some idea of who had issues with them, there was no reason to have brought up my name outrightly. or if it was necessary, it would have been nice to have been asked in advance. i was told that, if ever that person might come to bother me, the admods would watch my back, but the more i think about it the more i wonder if i was just told what i wanted to hear. i was still getting stalked all the way up until i dropped the other muse. maybe that was the revenge that person sought? or maybe it wasnât the person at all and now i had just made someone else upset? i donât know and i guess iâll never know 100%.Â
anyway, the point is that itâs not fun anymore and iâm getting too old to be wasting my time not having fun. iâve watched myself become more and more bitter over time and the toxicity of this place has literally seeped into me. itâs time to cut it off, and iâm honestly incredibly relieved to be taking my exit.
i'm most sorry to the people who really did make an effort to try and be my friend here ( i hope you know that that doesnât have to end here even if my time here has ). iâm also very thankful to all of you who chose to write with me throughout all these years. while iâll probably not be keeping my current krp twitter, i always have my personal twitter and discord that you can ask for and would love to keep in touch if youâd like. iâm also not 100% gone from the krp world. but iâll be signing off as mc / jae for now. if we meet again as someone else, then i look forward to that meeting ( you are 100% welcome to ask me for info but i might not be ready to share just yet to everyone. my intentions are not to hide, but all i really want at this time is to focus on my writing without additional worries so i hope youâll respect my decision )
with that, goodbye forever rookies ~
ic-wise, iâve toyed with the idea of solji accidentally having gotten knocked up again or something happening with her son that made her realize that the idol life wouldnât be possible to stay in anymore. her entire life has just been a series of bad timing events, but thatâs okay. i think sheâs happy nonetheless. :>












