solitudefix

who up nuturing their self imposed suffering

caught between thinking literally nothing matters and everything mattering too much

i walked past my childhood friends old house. i look inside the windows and everything is different now, the couch isnt where it should be. the yard i played in that used to feel so big, now looks so small. the tree no longer holds up the old tire swing. i can only walk past it im no longer invited in.

i have no followers and very few people who can tolerate me in my life love and smiles

i dont think they’re ever gonna lift the curse

yea yea content label every fucking thing i posf yeaup u can post straight up porn dick ass balls but god forbid i show the fucking holes in my underwear or my exposed collar bones FCUKING KILL ME

im having no fun, everywhere

im like half of a person