la vie en rose

-- Fromm

— Mr. Hoshino

Btw, I suggest, if you happen to read this, that you listen to Swift’s Midnight. It would be a perfect complement to whatever you’re up to this day ;) My pleasure.

Nevertheless, I clasped to your bosom. In loved and terrified so what, c’est la vie.

I brought a cup of hot coffee with me as I sat outside our balcony. Solely, I looked up and saw how clear the sky above me. Once I pinned my eyes up there, I indulged myself in thinking beyond. I imagine how would our lives be if only we could appreciate and accept life’s insignificance. The universe’s just too big and wide to dwell on the antagonism. Compared to all the stars, planets, and other big rocks circulating the earth, our life, my life, is too short and tiny to begin with. I could just imagine the world being so perfectly functioning. Anyway, it is past 11, but still my mind is fully awake. Coffee things.

Once again, nostalgia came rushing into every part of my body as I try to reminisce the past. At this exact time, here I am again, alone and pondering about life. I realize how big the amount of time I have already spent during this whole time of existing and living. I almost overlooked the essence of my life because of so many things happening simultaneously. I would have, could have, or should have done better if I soon perceived and focused on things that aid me to prosper. However, I regret nothing. For I know everything that had transpired had to happen.