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Soukoku Highschool AU: Chapter 3 ! I think you're cute (you wanna die) - Chapter 3 - 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs - sohlian [Archive of Our Own]
"You couldn't stop thinking about me eh?"

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acting out with you by noahwoah69
Men of Letters AU
I thought, why not share the first senteces to the fic? I think, I will post a few snippets, character sheets and other stuff about this fic, while I'm still in the process of writing it, so people actually read my AU for once ':D
John aimed his gun at his son, his oldest—his bravest. The gun feels heavy in his hand, the metal is cold against his hot and slightly bruised skin. He looks Dean deep in his eyes, trying to find something specific in them but fails to catch it.
Dean begs his father to go through with it, had let it actively gotten to this point of an unfair stand-off. He provoked it, he wants it, he fucked around and will find out now, whatever you want to call it, Dean wants to be done for, he knows he will be. “Please.”, he whispers, looking rather into the black hole of the gun, unable to move even his eyes to look at his father.
Dean Winchester, a legacy, has never been like the other men nor their sons in this noble order they call Men of Letters. But everyone is unlike the others, are they not? It’s just a lazy excuse to disobey the rules, bend or break them, and some can afford that while others simply can’t.
(if there are any things sounding off, weird/..., please tell me !!! and if there are questions about the fic, please also do not hesitate to ask !!!)
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She bowed her head down to him, her eyebrows sympathetically knitted as if she knew whole-heartedly how Dazai must feel like, “What do you need?” She whispers back, smiling.
Dazai wanted to shrug but feeling a heavy head on one of his shoulders, he couldn’t execute the movement, “Have you gotten anything to eat? And a nicotine patch, maybe?”, he asks her instead and she was about to answer with a yes, but then she processed the latter request and needed to rummage through her brain, “I can get you food, but I’m not sure if I’m allowed to give out nicotine patches to minors, sorry, dear.”
“I’m Dazai Osamu, can’t you make an exception? Pleasee?”, he begs her with his eyes wide.
She closed her eyes, sucking in air, “Fine, I’ll see what I can do. Does your boyfriend need anything too?”, she points over to Chūya and flustered, Dazai shakes his head to which she walks away again. It destroyed the entire moment for him. The word alone insinuated commitment, which he would never be able to do. He wasn’t even half of the time committed to suicide, it’s just a thing he knows will eventually accidentally happen and he’ll be fine with it. Commitment to a relationship? How did that work out for literally anyone he knows? Kōyō is to this day writing horribly romantic movies, her heart still hung up on whomever broke her heart by leaving her side. Odasaku was literally suffering all through life because of his committed heart set-on Ango. He hates to recall the first times the three of them were at Lupin’s and all they’d ever do was stupidly flirt but never go further. Every time one of them had left, he would have to reassure the other one that it wasn’t too much or whatever. Love was something he usually watched, not participated in. But then again, it was Chūya. He looked down to the messy red hair calmly moving up and down as he was breathing and he felt like he could potentially see himself in like three years being okay with it. Maybe even within the next two. Finally, he moves to lay Chūya against his designated place and waits for his food and nicotine patch to arrive. He was a bit afraid his growling stomach would wake Chūya, and in such awkward position, he’d rather avoid it altogether.
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The curse is slowly getting to me ,,, My laptop broke down and until I can fix it, I theoretically have to write on my phone, which is super old and very shitty ,,, well, either way, I probably won't make the deadline because school has me by the balls and I slowly lose every fuck I ever gave (sliding into the next depressive episode, I'm afraid ahaha) ,,, I'll keep y'all updated though on the dates and maybe I miraculously survive the next two weeks to write another day

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Acting out with You -- A snippet
Only a ringing phone took him out of this state of complete zone-out, instantaneously, even, upon recognizing the ringtone and placing it to be Mori’s. He snaps back to reality, pulls it out, looks Chūya up and down, then his eyes land on their intertwined hands, shakes his head and answers, “Yes, Sir?” Chūya wasn’t as familiar with the ringtone but with Dazai’s blank faced expression and that cold tone of voice he fell into whenever he was talking with their boss. Mori on the other side of the phone sounded tired, it was pretty early after all, “Dazai, glad I could catch you. I’m sending Hirotsu over right now.” He informs him. Dazai raises his eyebrows, “That’s not all, is it?” “You’re right.” Mori confirms, Dazai could hear his maniacal smile. Shuddering and frowning, he dares to ask, “Speak.” The past months taught Dazai confidence. He remembers all the threats, all the things he possibly has on the line to lose, and understands that, that was life. Everything is always on the line. Everything always is threatened to leave, and eventually it does. Who are we humans to think something will stay in existence just because we want it to, will stay in posession, because once it was bought ot obtained? How stupid and childish is that to think? Mori, amused, licks his teeth, “I read through your request again. Sounds not really busy at all. Is it?” Dazai stumbles, losing his footing. If Chūya wasn’t holding him still, wasn’t pulling him like a dog on a leash over the pavement, he’d have fallen flat on the face to the ground and have broken his nose. “If you deem it not busy, it must not be.” Dazai catches his tone at least. Sure, he knew that it was useless to hold value to anything but putting Odasaku deliberately in danger because of that mindset was just reckless. “No reason to worry.” Mori reads him still like a book, “I just wanted to suggest to step up your media presence during this time, then?” “As in?” Dazai sceptically asks. Mori takes in a deep breath and then one out, “Elise currently likes to watch something called Vlogs. Do something like that. Maybe a few stories as well? Promote both of your movies, will you? There are potential Oscars to win. You remember the drill of those times, don’t you?” Dazai is quite frankly too familiar with them. Even when he never himself won an Oscar for his performance, his show won a few prices anyway at the end an start of every year they aired. As a kid, and without advanced technology, he didn’t have much to do back then, but nowadays, he co-manages a lot of campaigns and knows exactly what has to be done to get the right attention from the right people and how to rig to win, if utmost necessary. Mori likes the old-fashioned way anyway. “Mn. I do. I’ll brief the others then.” Dazai swallows. Mori hums in agreement, “Safe flight.” He says then, it sounded nearly like a threat in his voice. And then he hangs up on Dazai.
Dazai puts his phone back in his pants, pulls his hand out of Chūya’s and watches him take up pace, which forces him to catch up to him right away, “Slug, you’ve changed.” Dazai complaints breathlessly. Chūya shrugs, “Do try to keep up, we’ll be late.” Dazai sighs, “Mori said, he just sent Hirotsu on his way. We’ll be fine.” “That was all? What do you need to brief us about? Safety?” Chūya scoffs, his head turned to look at his friend walking next to him, while struggling. He can visibly see Dazai’s sudden on-set tired expression he hadn’t displayed before the call. The last time he’s seen him like that, was some time ago, he can see that white, drained of life and nearly bleeding entirely out boy in front of him and had to swallow hard to move on. Dazai stopped overworking, instead drowned himself with the movie instead, which had seemed to satisfy Mori until now, as he assumed. “You’re scaring me. What’s up?” His face turned whiter than a sheet and Chūya was scared of what Dazai might answer now, if he was seated, he'd be gripping onto the chair in agony of waiting for what seems to be eternity, “Mori knows we’re skipping work for a vacation.” “Wait—that’s all?” Chūya tries to not immediately laugh and only snickers behind his hand. Dazai’s brows furrow, “All? Can you imagine?” “What’s the harm?” Chūya punches him against the shoulder light-heartedly. “Why’re you white still?” “About to throw up from so much running, if I’m totally honest.” Dazai admits and Chūya’s smile turns wider as he laughs at him and finally slows down a bit. Just when Dazai opened his mouth to thank him, though, he ran away from Dazai, heading for their apartments. Dazai didn’t even attempt to run after him. He neither attempted to explain to Chūya about the promotional media presence he is expected to do. He’ll tell him later, once he’s restricted to a seat belt and won’t be able to rip off his head. That will surely be a fun conversation to have. Ha.
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Y'all, my rip feels worse than ever and I MIGHT die but not before I finish this story ... It'd be too emberrassing, honestly. Well, school's horrible too and I've barely got any time to do anything other than homework or studying while home but who cares. (this is a cry for help, someone please rescue me ahahaha/j) I've been living off of Monsters, coffees and a myriad of painkillers and it works so far, it'll be okay, I assume.
Planned for this chapter are about 15k words and slowly it's getting to an end with this fic... can anyone bleiev it? Because to me it feels as though I've been writing this for years now. ahahaha
well, too much yapping from my side, sorry sorry ":3
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