˗ˏˋ diary ˎˊ˗

this is so embarassing. i’m so sorry

i really hope someone beats the shit out of me. i’m so annoying

im rlly so ugly and fat

i hatw today tkday was supposed to be good jts rhe 10th but i cant jelp but cry

im so fat everyone is right. everyone always tells me

maybw i shojld jusf stop eating snd workout evedyxay and just kill myself of starvation

im fat so fat and so ugly and unwanted and unneeded . i sont know how anyone sees me and doesnt hurl up instantly

i hate everything about myself. everything. everytjing everythinf everythjng everuthjgn

i’m so afraid to eat in front of my dad

i just want to throw up. everytime i eat i’m reminded by how disgusting i look by my parents

why am i so ugly

i hope someone beats the shit out of me till i’m unconscious

why does everyone make fun of my weight

everything always jus turns out to be my fault and its jus never fair

i jus wnna matter