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ever seen a man so beautiful you cried

yuri for yuri day

ever seen a man so beautiful you cried

ever seen a man so beautiful you cried

ever seen a man so beautiful you cried

Whatever, go, my horse Yuri

The lizard headed man ??

Risu's offer to turn Kaiman back would be to turn his face back to Aikawa's face.... It's interestingly sort of selfish. Risu's partner was Aikawa, and it's clear they both care about each other deeply and their lives were pretty closely enmeshed... so to have Aikawa be basically gone, turning Kaimans face back would be getting closer to having it like Aikawa was back. Also, how much does this Kaiman remember? Does he start to remember all the memories? The tension that could crop up between the two of them over Risu knowing a different version of Kaiman, expecting being close to someone who you actually aren't really... And even then that closeness is tainted with literally both being killed by the other. I think for Kaiman it'd be easier, since he pleaded to be killed; and he wouldn't necessarily have the last memories of Risu killing him. But then you've also got Risu, and holy shit; the betrayal of being killed by a knife to the neck and hand over your mouth, and glimpsing the person you love. How do you deal with that? Like yeah it wasn't Aikawa but also, it was. That's the same.bodu, the same hands. Also I think in some ways it's sad that Risu decides to try to become a devil (don't get me wrong, it makes total sense) because in a way it shows he doesn't have close human connections anymore with Aikawa being gone and Kaiman taking his place, as becoming a devil you generally are expected to not be held back by regular connections (like yeah there's kawajiri he's hung out with but kawajiri acts still a lot like a devil... It's by an far not the same closeness he had with Aikawa). Also, it's interesting because Devil's are capricious and more self centered... and would Risu when he turns devil decide to turn Kaiman's face back anyway, like Haru with Haze (at least for a little while) due to his selfish reasons? Anyways there's lots of angst and interesting things to dig into here, and some fanfics have started digging into these topics which is absolutely fantastic but also... So much moreeee could be done...

fashionably late to the shadow hand bra meme, but here's noi dorohedoro