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Never convenient

Pop up waiting for action

Plastic bags with fruit

Keep the snack with seven plus

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Epiphanies at 1am

It all makes sense

My life direction

Me right now.

Until i wake up.

When i realize i was too tired to remember

Counting as i put the drawing together

It all adds up

Who i am

Some abouy why i am.

It's a blessing with a heavy disguise

But behold, ye are gone, and my sorrows cannot bring your return."

Your constant companionship reassures me

Even though sometimes you're dead weight

I hurt you and you're still my friend

Battered and bruised, you hold a piece of me

Logic is not on my side right now

But at the same time it is.

I doubt you want me

But all I want is a try, a trial run to see if we could be.

Your smile with crooked teeth

Your tan skin, probably teeming with melanoma

Your down-to-earth personality that somehow stays positive

Your trust in God

Your goals and purpose in life.

If only I was her. You loved her. But I'm nothing like her.

My passion for everything.

Hobbies and projects encourage you,

Creativity and self reflection.

Life is crazy so it's good to step back sometimes,

Enjoy the little things in life

Appreciate others around you.

Let some thoughts come in and

Just breathe.

Your favorite hues

Purple, yellow, and blue

Reminding me of a time when I was happy

Good memories hanging out with you, remembered by a token

Days that seem silly now, the pinacle of my era

I always have a migraine

The sleep deprivation continues to pile

I haven't folded laundry in a while

Education's my ticket to the future

But excercise will help me avoid sutures

Needing to get out and do

And knowing I will need you

Excercising is important

So stop being so dormant

I'll love you till the end of time

No matter how hard I try

It'll never be as before I said goodbye

Seeing you all succeed

Is giving me major greed

If only that magic bean

Would bring me my beloved team

Need you to make sure I keep my standards high

Can't date less than a ten

Don't want to fall in that trap again

Potential for greatness thrown out

Watching the water ebb and flow

In hope for my chance to grow

Short staffed, I'm a lifesaver

Literally.

They support my future

Funding my education

My goals and adventures.

Our symbiotic relationship feels like a waste of time

To do Your work.

Except I'd be endowed with Your power,

The power of God to guide me.

To choose the right words

To be concise and specific.

This feeling of interest

The impression it might have been helpful.

A simple conversation

Led from my example

She asking questions

Answering the best I can.

If nothing else, it's practice Your work

Teaching and helping others.

She may never change however,

She may understand more.

Maybe it was just confusing

Maybe she didn't care.

Regardless, it helped me

Give real world practice

See my weakness

Realize how much I need to really understand.

So thank you, this opportunity was helpful whether she cares or not.

Maybe I'm not interesting, but you are

You're part of my life.

You changed me, so when others ask about me, I tell them about you

Thanks for being my friends, my roommates

Learning about myself through you

Crazy stories all involve you.

School without you would have been dull

Listening to my stories

Stick by my side

Even when I don't

Make sure I'm okay

Help me try new things

Grateful we're friends

Maybe we could be more?