Life

Autumn shows us how beautiful it is to let things go.

We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

People scare me. They change their minds so quick. One moment it’s “I love you” and “you make me happy” and the next it’s “I’m not sure anymore” and “this isn’t what I want”

Time does heal all things but the problem is how it heals you. A wound will always heal around a splinter but it doesn’t cure the pain. And to be completely honest, the wounds on your heart will always close. But it won’t stop hurting on the inside. It’s like an infection, too deep to get out. Reminiscence of her will keep floating around slicing through every healing scar until you’re left wondering why after all this time, you still feel pain. So my best advice to you, is pull them out now. Even if you bleed, even if it leaves you in crippling pain. Heal yourself now.

I’ll always encourage the reckless texts confessing your feelings. The kind where you throw your phone after hitting send. I’ll always encourage the horribly straightforward conversations at 3am when conversations get deep and you can’t always put how you feel into words. I’ll always encourage you to say the things that make your heart beat fast and your legs shake. Because i know how alive you feel when you feel something for someone else.