bea

benmişim

I am definitely going to die alone. I am going to die unloved, depressed and useless.

nothing changes. nothing gets better. no one changes, and no one simply cares. all you can do is accept and try to stay alive.

I know I'm unlovable, I just sometimes like to pretend that I'm not

They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest

i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

no matter what i do im still lonely

death isnt enough. i need to never have existed

you said you’d love me but now that you’re really seeing the symptoms, you think it’s a problem