yay

executed by leftist friend group for military fetish

i want to get choked out again but its because i kind of want to accidentally die and i dont want that to be on her hands I mean i do but she doesnt so i dont

also its not losing consciousness really but i will say that finally coming out of psychosis in penticton felt just like waking up from being passed out and getting my stalker to choke me out in the woods over and over for half a year after that happened is probably unrelated

dude imn going to give up everything to live the bdsm lif eof my dreams its just not even a joke detransitioning is only the start of it

I dont know how to ask her to just whip me with the belt until im legit crying begging to stop but tonight was really funnnn fuuuugggg i want more marks i want to do it with my hands tied

oh pleasee so excited about marks on my ass from the belt dhjdjd theres bits that almost look cut probably from the buckle and it left an imprint in some spots hrjdjjdf theres a picture on that buckle probably good it didnt. show.....HHAHAHDHSJSJ

To be totally honest . thinking about how if i was a girl this would be so simple. and do i care about anything else. eh