Kin Things?

I am evil and bad and hated and I know this because I am always causing pain on accident I always make people sad just being around me and I dont even understand why. I am a bad person and should be killed so it can stop. I just wanna be a human I just wanna be a human. Why am I just a piece of meat that works and then works more and hurts and hurts.

I will never be good enough. I will never be enough. My struggles are not something that matter.

See me please

I’m begging I’m begging you

Why can’t you see me

Why won’t you look

I don’t exist until you look at me

Listen please

Please please please please please

Why do I have to beg everyone to acknowledge me

Why do I have to shake you

See me see me

No one even notices me

I’m gone and you don’t care

If I was gone for real. No one would care

I’m tired of begging

Begging begging begging begging

Begging for someone to reach out

Begging for a reply to the care I offer ripping my soul to shreds for you

I want to give up.

I am empty. And you refuse to fill the lantern.