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I always thought that every person deserves happiness. And that deep down everyone has a good heart. But the moment I got broken I realized that some people are just heartless. I never thought that I could feel hate. But right now I HATE YOU. I hate you more than anything. And I don’t wish you well. I wish for you to feel like me. To feel horrible and lonely. Deep down I know that it is wrong but I don’t deserve to feel like this because of you. I didn’t hurt you. I was always there for you. Protected you. And now I am the one who is broken. And I didn’t deserve that.

Sometimes I really wonder why it’s always me getting hurt. All I do is literally doing everything for one person. And the only thing I get in return is disappointment. It’s not even that I expect something. I just want someone being loyal and someone who has my back. I don’t need presents or surprises. But I want one friend who is always by my side no matter who is turning on me.

Nobody deserves to fall asleep at night wondering why they aren’t enough.