Let Me Be Your Ana

Me:

1) looking at literally every single persons body and seeming really fucking creepy

2) starving all day, binging all night

3) someone calls you skinny, you binge

4) binging periods - anywhere from several hours to even months where you utterly hate yourself and need to stop eating but you c a n t and food just keeps popping into your mouth

5) binge nights - 4am on the kitchen floor with like 3 empty jars of Nutella, half eaten loaf of break and like 2 chocolate cereal boxes around you

6) exercising until you faint or come close to it

On the one hand I want to be the pure one that only drinks water and unsweetened teas and eats fruit and lightly seasoned vegetables, and exercises and has good self care.

On the other hand I feel like the one that will eat anything low cal, whether it’s healthy or not, and doesn’t shy away from diet soda and artificial sweeteners because who cares.

Man i wish my collar bones popped more 😞

🌸collar bone check??🌸