But that doesn’t mean wla na ta ga away. It’s because I’m getting tired na of all the fighting. Most of the time, i don’t even think about it na lang kay sakit sa ulo. Literally.
These last two weeks or probably more have been a roller coaster. Away bati. We barely see each other because of opposite shifts. And when we do, ga away ta. When were apart, i cant even miss you coz thats the time my mind gets to rest from all the fighting.
Were going home to Ph very soon. I understand that planning this has been causing stress to each of us and to our relationship.
But lately, it’s been so hard to maintain a conversation with you without you getting offended or hurt. Or without you dismissing me.
I feel like sometimes, i tiptoe around you. Choosing my words carefully coz i might say the wrong stuff and we end up arguing again.
Right now, i dont even know why were fighting or what were fighting about.
Sang gakaon ta, yes nag away ta. I said sorry. And i thot okay na ta on our way home. And when we got home, ndi na naman okay? When I approached you coz i wanted to talk abt whatever it is, gin hmbalan mo lang ko.. there is no point coz tapos na ang adlaw.
What is that even supposed to mean??
Why are you so harsh na towards me?? Why do you easily get so upset with me? Why do i feel like you dont care na with how im gonna feel sa gina ubra mo?
Right now, i wanna get away from you. Far away from you.