Random Shit

Older sisters don’t get enough credit for playing the role as a second mom

“When your mother is your first heartbreak no love will ever fill the void of feeling so unloved by her.” -Rose Brik

“ When you are an older sibling, you are given a responsibility. You are shown a life that matters so much more than yours. You keep that kid safe. It doesn’t matter what you lose in the process or how many things you have to take apart to keep something else together. All that matters is that you do your job.” -Laurel on the responsibility of an older sibling, How the light gets in 

“…I’m someone who’s mostly dead inside but still has a little hope for something extraordinary, which, as I said, is the worst breed of human, because it means I know everything is bullshit, but that I secretly hope for this day when it might not be.” -Nick Miller

I am my mother’s unwanted extension of herself. The way she is mine.

I begged God to save me and he shoved more torment down my throat to keep me quiet

Mom, I have never heard you apologize. Yet, I will always forgive you.

Always “He’s still your dad” never “she’s still your daughter”

Being raised by cold eyes taught me not to cry.

My father has been dry for fourteen years, and he tells me, “An alcoholic is always an alcoholic, and sober is just another word for thirsty.” -Sierra DeMulder, ‘Werewolf.’

“The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.” -Lacey L.