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being someone that is appreciative of their hard work and their old discography, i know how hard they’ve worked to get to this point. but i feel like at this point they’re just chasing that one elusive award that doesnt matter much anyways.

and idk if its the company that is deadset on wanting that grammy win or they themselves who think its the epitome of their career.

i think they’re worth more than chasing the american market, coz they dont need any awards to sell out any show anyways. 

and for those who are like me, that grew up listening to both english and asian songs, we know the general american doesnt listen to songs in another language. so im definitely curious to know if they are actually as known as beyonce or say jonas brothers? idk, i feel everyone just wants to be their “friend” or collab with them just coz of the PR they’ll get as well as bragging rights and a ton of followers after.

i wish they would just tour, release more (korean) music, and just have fun performing. i mean, isnt that what they literally keep on mentioning as well? sigh...

and this enlistment issue. for goodness sake, they’ve alr said they would fulfil it. stop trying to get the law to change for them. tho since there is no talk of them going in, sometimes i suspect they are waiting for the law to change, especially since the oldest member is wayyyy overdue.

also, what is up with someone’s english? for someone to have done major speeches and they have tutors/translators, its kinda weird....and seems like it hasnt improved since the very start that he mentioned he could speak english....and yet we have seen the other members improve....it really depends on what route they wanna be though, since they’re big enough to speak korean and get someone off-stage to live translate anyways.....

and yes, glad to know that im not the only one that caught on to them being enablers as well, thank you!! im not sure why they are encouraging this too, have they forgotten the death threats they used to get? 

counsellor told me crying doesnt help but yet told me to cry and let it all out.

i literally cried throughout the entire session. 

thought i was doing better, but i just broke down just now.

when will this all end?

im tired of my ugly legs.

tired of working 12 hours and more.

without getting paid for it.

im just so tired.

and i still dont know what im doing after 3.5 months. 

Give me your loneliness and I'll give you mine 

Leave all your tears by your bedside, and let's live a night