TW: ED

i started cutting again smfh

hi friends !! i’ve decided to take this whole recovery thing seriously this time so :p hopefully will never post on this blog again 🫪 5 years of this bs and i think being healthy is the future i want for myself :) stay safe everyone, give yourself a hug 💞 bye bye, i love you all

Miniskirt so short it shows my sh scars 😝😝😝😝😜😜😜😜😜🤪🤪🤪😰😰😥😥😥🤩🤩🤩😜😜😜

guys i have to lock in im highkey fat

i wish something horrible would happen to me so i could run to them and they would console me

I NEEF TO DIE I DONT GET WHY I KEEP EATING WHEN I KNOW I COULD BE SKINNY BY NOW IFI JUST STOPPED OHHH MY GOD

im new to cutting and holy SHIT why does it burn against jeans wtf

guys I’ve got a crush and they weigh less than i did at my lw so i have to lock in (i actually like them and realistically they would never want me to be their trigger nor would care about my weight but wtv)

My face card is kinda cooking like if i just starved and wasn’t so depressed that i neglected my hair i’d lowk be so fine

I SAY ID DO ANYTHING TO BE THIN BUT THEN I FUCKING EAT I AM SO FUCKING FAKE OHHH MY GOD

weighed myself at my friend(/new hookup’s?) apt & I was like 138 with socks, glasses, and fitbit on, also i drank some water and am slightly hungover so!!! I’m probably even less!!!!! I love life 😝

It’s crazy how I’ll be thinking about food all the time while restricting but fasting is just so much easier

less than 30 hours left of my fast!!

My stomach hurts like hell but i know it’s just bc my waist is shrinking 😝