nyx

I’m Nyx, I’m 18 and needed some new entertainment ;)

I’m very much a switch, but can totally fluctuate to what other people want!

Not new to tumblr, but new to this side of it, had an online friend recommend I try it out :3

Kinks: Petplay, Puppy play, Medfet, Degrading, Praising, BDSM, Bondage, Somno, Belly expansion, Dumbifcation, Hypno, hucow, lactation, free use, ownership (will continue to add as I remember)

Hard No: Guns, Scat, incest, pericings, permanent bodily harm

Body Count: 3

also not against adding my measurements to this :3

i had sex with a girl for the first time last week

i spent the whole time wishing i had a dick and no tits

literally the entire time

I haven’t felt this safe and loved in years… it’s not what I expected.

So much of bdsm thats portrayed online is just the pain, intensity, aggression.

But that leaves out the softer parts of ownership. The patience with mental health struggles, the gentle reassurance after trying something new, the rules that aren’t even sexual, but are meant to build me up into a better person.

I expected a dom who was intense, aggressive, and intimidating, and my owner is when he needs and wants to be, but so much of the time he is gentle, genuine, patient, and soothing~

May is a hard month for me, and it’s hitting its peak rn.

I apologize for the way I dm’d certain people today, I was clingy, whiny, and overall kind of off putting.

I work very hard to manage my symptoms, sometimes they just slip, and I apologize for that.