Gwendolyn

Resending my acceptance to my dream school bc I can’t afford it and feeling like I have no body to tell is literally the most heart shattering thing

Unfortunately I am a lovergirl, and I will think about you with nothing but compassion and care. I am gentle, I am sympathetic and I do hunger to hold you, not because I can fix you but because you deserve to be held. I am proud of my welcoming of new people into my life, I can't resent it because I truly am not me without it. I hope you're okay, I hope we're still friends.

I think the bleach is actually rotting the part of my brain that thinks reasonably cause what the fuck is actually happening in there right now

I'm so over this! Please make it go away!!

chat I need someone to beat the self destructive habits out of me like what logical pattern is it that when I have a good time with someone I want to shut down, never speak to them again out of what? The fear of being a burden??

Oh I am so fucked like actually

Not to be dramatic or anything but i would actually rather die than be in love with someone I couldn’t have

I love oat milk lattes and Nag Champa incense and Amy Winehouse and plum nail polish and nineties makeup and non fiction and wood tip wine Black and Milds and talking till my voice goes and playing cards and silver rings and brown eyeliner and black coffee and freshly washed hair and new pens and bad rom coms from 2010 and writing letters I’ll never give to people and getting giggly drunk on champagne and bitching about my headache in the morning and feeling everything I’ve ever felt too deep in my bones and too much jewelry and my journal and my tortoise shell glasses and cold weather and clove scent and Fiona apple and Waffle House and laying in a freshly made bed and spring rain and green tea and I literally love the ability to be a multifaceted person who finds love and joy in everything

damn I hate being sober (in a deeply parasocial relationship with a 45 year old man who could in fact be my father)

I'd love it could right some fanfiction about the weird little freaks i love, thank you so much!

Hey girly not to be lame or anything but was it casual when I ate you out after you cried in my arms cause he cheated…? Just curious?

Hey not to be lame or like too much or anything but could you be kind to me, and unconditionally loving and gentle, and a bit forgivinging of the sins of my forefathers so I could do everything to stay apart of your life forever