It’s honestly so funny that I did everything for you and yet never had you post a picture of us/wanted to take one together. Your finally happy as I can see and I just rather be far away from you at this point crazy on how shit changes so fast

At this point i just want to get shit rolling I’m sick of saving I’m sick of waiting I want my own place my own place to call home and not feel awkward walking in and having myself be enough and not need someone to tell me I’m okay I swear

Okay hear me out... if you went to go spend a weekend with someone new ,someone that was a professional bdsm person then you come home and all you want was him fo ask you how was it or are you okay or cuddle me just some type of attention but literally none.it’s my fault cuase I wanted to try something new and you literally won’t don’t it. Now I’m not spouse to be upset cuase I knew but you also new I probably needed you but no one was there so

Honestly I’m broken you have broke me

Like all I wanted to do was tie get high and take k but literally just get bossed around

Literally hate eveything idk why I woke up like this but I just want to go home I’m not feeling it at all