Recovering

“ no one taught you to love you. ” “ that’s your biggest problem : searching for validation in people who will never accept you for you. ” “ who robbed you of innocence? ” “ who made you feel things your heart wasn’t prepared for? ” “ who fooled your heart into falling? ” “ you’ll cling to the good memories as if there were any. ” “ the pain will always be there. ” “ so many people are setting the bar really low. ” “ you get what you allow. ” “ and pain grew in my heart. ” “ i will survive this. ” “ i will be fine. ” “ i was never what you wanted. ” “ i was just the one you settled for. ” “ death knocks on our door. ” “ silence says the things we struggle to say. ” “ you’re an experience. ” “ i’ve been waiting for someone like you. ” “ words sound like hate when the heart is hurt or angry. ” “ you were never the one. ” “ i had to be hurt by you in order to find my strength. ” “ i hope you find what you’re looking for. ” “ i hope you find the truth and nothing less. ” “ your child is not a weapon. ” “ your child is not some tool that you can use to hurt others. ” “ that’s how they control you. ” “ we are all haunted by the same emotional devils. ” “ we are all running from similar demons. ” “ you’re so used to being mistreated. ” “ you allow your heart to remain in dirty hands. ” “ you’ve gotten so used to being hurt that happiness scares you. ” “ we observe the lives of others instead of living out our own. ” “ we pretend to be satisfied with nothingness. ” “ i feel the scars on your heart like braille. ” “ i was forced to survive in your absence. ” “ i never needed you. ” “ one day i’ll stop believing you. ” “ we became nothing. ” “ the child in me will never forget the pain of being left behind. ” “ i struggle with the idea of anyone loving me unconditionally. ” “ i wish you waited for me. ” “ you love people then betray them. ” “ how am i not supposed to fear you? ” “ i found my peace, being away from you. ” “ i got tired of going through the same shit with different people. ” “ connect with someone who makes time to connect with you. ” “ my parents taught me that marriage means nothing. ” “ you deserve a love that makes it easier to sleep during the coldness of the night. ” “ nothing is louder than overthinking. ” “ you weren’t ready for someone like me. ” “ you had so much potential but refused to use it. ” “ it’s not your fucking fault. ” “ you my dear, are not for everyone. ” “ i was manipulated into trusting you. ” “ the thought of being in love is blinding. ” “ i’ve been struggling to find my way out of this. ” “ maybe the heart cracks to empty itself of things. ” “ it’s become obvious that i no longer need to feel for you. ” “ either way you get screwed. ” “ i’ve been growing impatient. ” “ your promises were like rope wrapped tightly around my neck. ” “ i remember what you don’t. ” “ my body trembles under the weight of my own heartache. ” “ the memories hurt the most. ” “ i get so fucking tired of everything that reminds me of you. ” “ you’ll be the death of me. ” “ loving you was draining. ” “ i decided to forgive you and move on. ” “ now my soul feels free. ” “ tonight won’t be easy and you know that. ” “ but the pain is necessary. ” “ i cut myself trying to help you. ” “ we were different people after that night. ” “ allow me to help you bury your past. ” “ let us give life to our future. ”

anacree fanart on this amazing post

Como não amar esse cowboy gente socorro, que homem maravilhoso

McCree: *gentle gasp* …new BOYfriend…

on the road

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