let me in

I know I haven't been active for who knows how long, because I stopped watching tvd at some point. It felt like a chore and delena lost all its beauty and meaning what with all the shitty storylines going around them. Also, nina and ian lost their chemistry completely due to their break up and probably ian's engagement. When i read that nina was leaving I couldn't help but feel sadness growing inside-at first i was in denial-despite the fact that I stopped watching the show. It's probably because tvd was a great part of my life for some years (ridiculous as that may sound since yeah its a tv show yadda yadda yadda) and delena was such a nice escape from reality. I feel heart-broken and sad that I have to let that go yet I will still not keep watching the show. Not because I'm angry at nina or anyone, but because I want to be left with that good taste in my mouth, eith all the beautiful delena memories and i dont want them to be ruined by crappy story lines. I wish this show had ended long ago, buuuut life isn't fair. Anyway I wish nina and the tvd cast so much luck, they have been wonderful to me. I'll miss them so much and I'm sure I'll remember them and feel a little sad because yeah, nostalgia is a bitch :)