On his way, but never really there 🪐☄️

I’m sorry for being a coward and always running away, like I said I won’t come back and bother you I’ll let you get on with your life just know I did and do really love you, which is crazy for someone I haven’t even been around in person but it’s the truth, I still look at the sky and wonder how you are all the time, truth is I never feel like anybody truly cares about me and you having your own stuff going on/being unable to be social etc (i totally understand and it’s fine) I just couldn’t deal with that, mostly bc of how I’m treated here but that isn’t and wasn’t your fault, I always said I’m literally obsessed with you and I am to be honest just not in the creepy stalky way lol I guess this is kind of creepy tho? So I’m sorry for that too, no idea if you will ever see this or even if you use this but I didn’t wanna be weird and make a fake account or bother you directly, it upsets me that we didn’t meet earlier cause I feel like I would have had such a wonderful loving life with you, I know you’ll probably see this at some point one day and be like fuck him, and that’s totally justified lol I just hope you’re doing good and that you’re happy and well yeah. I still love you I really think I always will … I won’t bother you but you know where to find me if you ever want to reach out on your terms, I could write a lot here but I feel like this is already intense enough so yeah I’ll leave it there, I’m sorry for being an ass. And sorry for this too. Just felt the need to tell you someone’s out there caring about you, so remember that when you feel done with the world.

man my timing is a little ridiculous, I guess just disregard the last message, every word was true but I don’t wanna fuck anything up, stay happy I guess