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*takes selfie*

So when i first moved to this new place i didnt really have any friends, and i just kinda sat around really quietly. A few months into my move i was invited to lunch by a couple of kids who seemed really cool. I ended up eating lunch with them everyday until some of them got drivers licenses and one girl drove a two seater so she could only take one other person. By the way this shit about to be long as fuck so if you want continue reading. 

So this girl started taking me to lunch alot more than other people, so me and her of course, started getting a little closer. Shes a pretty girl and im an alright guy so what do ya expect. Well one day me and this girl go to the movies. The movie sucked ass (Joy) because from what i saw, criticize me if you want feminists, it was just about how terrible men were. Me and the girl leave the movie and drive around and just talk and get to know eachother really well. The girl and I start hanging out alot over the weekends and going to the movies and sometime just driving around and talking. 

So I was really getting some feelings for this girl you know? How could a guy not, shes smart, pretty, easy to talk to, and just all around a great girl. So one day i brought up the conversation of us possibly dating, she said she doesnt really know if shes ready for a commitment which i completely respected because i cant force her into something she isnt sure about. So rewind real quick. The people who first invited me to lunch was a group of 4 people. She had already, “talked” to one of the guys in this group, so i was skeptical but i stuck by her. So while im “talking” to this girl, one of the people who orignally was in the group start flirting with her a little bit. Now im not a liar so ill admit it bothered me a little bit because i had feelings for this girl. 

As it progressed, it became more obvious that this guy was into this girl. But he wasnt into her like i was, he was into her because he wanted to be in her, get what im saying. So i ask the girl about the guy and she explains to me over and over about how they’re just friends. I was apparently stupid enough to believe it and stuck with this girl. 

Now before i delve in let me just give some details; This girl arrived here about 3 months before me. So when i first got here she had alot of friends, its a small school so mostly everybody loves everybody. Well the boy she originally “talked” to before i was here, she kinda dropped out of nowhere. The boy she was talking to was a really nice kid and most everyone liked him. So a lot of people kinda stopped hanging out with this girl. So when i form a bond with this girl lots, and i mean lots of my “friends” disagreed with my decision. Now i stuck with this girl because i thought we could make eachother better people. But obviously it wasnt enough. 

So, as this boy continues to flirt with the girl it irritates me but i believe that they’re just best friends. So as the week progress’s on we had plans to hangout. She said she couldnt cuz she’s busy, well turns out she went to a party and met up with this guy. I dont know what this guy and girl did and im not gonna say even if i did know. 

But thats where it got ridiculous. I listened to her talk, i stuck with her and got made fun of for it, i ditched my friends to hangout with her, and she kinda hauced that up into a big loogie and spit in my face. 

The whole point of this story is stop wasting time “talking” to another person that could make a signicficant impact on your future life. No one will read this but at least i can get it all off my chest. 

Stop wasting time “talking”. Get to know eachother through a relationship and make eachother better people.