SlamBud

I lost my friend just two days ago.

The grief is just too much to bear.

I find myself crying a lot lately,

Feeling restless, anxious and depressed.

But more than his death,

I fear losing someone dear to me again.

The uncertainty of our future,

It keeps me up at night.

It fills my mind with worry

It concerns me and fill me with dread.

I miss my family.

I miss my friends.

I miss my loved ones.

I worry that I might not hug them again.

I worry that we might not have the chance,

To be together again.

I try not to think about it.

Believe me, I try.

I tell myself things will be better.

That, "This, too, shall pass”.

Here I am,

Writing my feelings down.

Trying to make sense,

Of everything that’s happening.

But it’s just hard to shake the feeling,