Francesca Ricci (via quotemadness)

You know I’m a drinker, but I won’t swallow my pride anymore. Tonight you’ve got me thinking so hard that my fucking eyelids are sore. I don’t want to live this life when every single minute’s a chore. We complicate our existence and what the fuck do we do it for? Goddamn it’s been way too long since we’ve agreed on anything at all. I kept my hopes up. I’m so sorry. I never thought that you could make me feel so small. I’m tired of the bullshit and the fact we’re never on the same page. I hate the way you smirk at every single fucking thing that I say. And I think… I think right now’s the perfect time to tell you that we’re taking a break. Oh, nevermind.

I will lay and talk of my hopes and dreams To make it seem that a light can shine And brighten up the darkest things But a light can’t shine enough to light up these memories

 "What if I forgave myself? What if I forgave myself even though I’d done something I shouldn’t have? What if I was a liar and a cheat and there was no excuse for what I’d done other than because it was what I wanted and needed to do? What if I was sorry, but if I could go back in time I wouldn’t do anything differently than I had done? What if I’d actually wanted to fuck every one of those men? What if heroin taught me something? What if yes was the right answer instead of no? What if what made me do all those things everyone thought I shouldn’t have done was what also had got me here? What if I was never redeemed? What if I already was?“ Wild (2014) dir. Jean-Marc Vallée