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up and down we went, we continued to go in circles, making figure eights going in a loop that never seemed to end. we went through much hurt and pain but through the pain was much happiness that we couldn’t contain the memories we cherished, the love we shared, the friendship we adored is all a blur, a blur that neither of us acknowledge 

i now know the hurt and pain. i now experience the truth behind it all. did you ever care for me? love me? cherish me? or was it all a facade you put up for me and my sake?

how can i love you so much, yet you don’t feel the same? what happened to you? to us? to the innocent thing we called love? not lust or romantic love, but the generalized love?

was it always just me? was i too dependent, too reliant on you? did i stupidly put my all in you? one person? someone i believe would never leave?  did i become reckless and put my happiness in one thing i thought was never-ending? did i, in the end, hurt me? did it hurt you the same way it did me? has it ever kept you up at night? gave you nightmares you wouldn’t believe? did it ever once phase you how it affected me? or was it all about you? is this the official ending? the end of it all? or will it become yet another loop? will you ever wonder about how this hurt me? how you hurt me? or will this all reside in me only? will the hurt only be mine? will the pain only ever effect me?  in due time, i hope you realize what truly happened here.

Since I get tired of journaling my thoughts by hand. I thought that I’d type it out. Feel free to read if wanted, but they’re just my thoughts that whirl around in my head.