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You wake on your birthday morning with a smile on your face. You turn around expecting to see your husband laying next to you but you’re greeted with a note that’s laying on his pillow.

Good morning my love,

there is an attack planned 

against our kingdom.

I’m sorry but I had to leave

right away to take precautions.

I have to make sure you and

our people are safe.

I will get back to you 

as soon as I can.

I love you.

-Caspian

This was definitely not the way you thought you’d be spending your birthday. You’re not even mad  or disappointed that Caspian forgot your birthday since your kingdom is in danger. You put the note on your nightstand and get off the bed to open the curtains and let the sun in. You stare out of the window enjoying the landscape and the sun in your face. Your thoughts get interrupted by someone knocking on your and Caspians chamber.

’’Come in.’’ you say while still looking out of the window.

’’Good morning Y/n’’ your maid and best friend greets you. 

’’Good morning Y/bf/n’’ you say and turn around.

’’Happy Birthday’’ she says with a bright smile and hands you a small bouquet of flowers from her garden and a muffing with a candle.

’’Thank you so much. The flowers are absolutely beautiful.’’ 

’’Only the best for my best friend. Where is Caspian?’’ she asks.

’’He had to leave. He was already gone when I woke up.’’

’’Well I guess you’re stuck with me then until he is back. Do you need help getting ready?’’ she asks but you decline.

’’Well meet me outside when you’re ready. I’ll make breakfast for us.’’ she say and with that she leaves you on your own.

You take a shower and get ready while y/bf/n is outside preparing breakfast for the two of you in the garden.

Once you’re done you go outside to meet with her.

’’Have a seat my Queen.’’ she says while moving the chair back for you to sit down.

’’Thank you my lady, that’s really kind of you.’’ you answer and you both laugh.

The both of you spend the rest of the day sitting in the garden enjoying each others company.

As it gets colder and darker outside you start to get cold. She notices your shivering.

’’Cold?’’

’’A little.’’

’’Let’s go inside and grab coats. Your day isn’t over yet and I still need to show you something.’’

10 minutes later the both of you are outside again and y/bf/n holds  out a blindfold. 

’’Cover your eyes and no peeking Y/n.’’ she says and you do as you’re told wondering what is going on now.

’’You will like it. I promise you. Let’s go’’ she says and takes your hand into hears leading you to your surprise. After a short walk you’ve apparently reached your destination.

’’Can i take it off?’’ you ask.

’’Not yet’’ she says and you wait. You hear someone move behind you opening the knot you the blindfold. It takes a few seconds for your eyes to adjust to the environment.

’’Happy Birthday my love’’ you hear your husbands voice and you turn around right away.

You look at hime with big eyes not believing that he is really here with you.

’’Shocked darling?’’ he asks with a smile and kisses you.

’’I thought you..’’

’’That was a little lie. I was in my office at first and then I was preparing your surprise. I hope you’re not mad.’’ he explains and take your hand into his bringing them to his lips to press a soft kiss onto them.

’’I’m not mad Caspian. I could never my king.’’ you say and wrap your arms around him and he returns the gesture. You let go of him and ask him:

’’So my sweet husband what’s the plan for tonight?’’

’’Let me show you.’’ he says and leads the way.

’’Do you like it?’’ he asks and you’re speechless.

There are candlesticks everywhere, a big blanket on the ground.

’’Take a seat my dear wife.’’ he whispers in your ear.

You take your shoes off and lit down. Caspian sit down next to you and grabs two glasses and fills the with wine.

’’Favorite wine for my favorite girl int the world.’’

’’Thank you.’’ you smile.

Caspian grabs the basket and puts in down in front of you. You take a look and see all your favorite fruits and food not there.

’’I though I’d bring a little bit of everything you like. I hope that’s okay.’’

’’More than okay.’’ 

After the two of you ate you lay down on the blanket. You rest your head on his chest and watch the stars.

’’Caspian?’’ you say after a while.

’’Y/n?’’

’’Thank you.’’

’’For what?’’

’’Everything. Being an amazing husband. Loving me and most importantly for tonight making me feel special on my birthday. You put so much effort into it. I couldn’t be more thankful to have you. I love you so much my king.’’ you say and kiss him.

’’Its the least I could do. You deserve to feel special - honestly you deserve the world Y/n. I’m the lucky one here. You left your life behind to stay here with me in Narnia. Everyday I wake up next to you and I can’t believe that you’re my wife. You’re the best thing that happened to me Y/n. I wouldn’t be the man I am if it wasn’t for you. You’re not just my queen but my rock. I couldn’t do it without you by my side. I love you so much Y/n, more than you’ll ever know. My sweet sweet Y/n.’’ he says and pulls you into his arms and rests his head onto yours.

’’I’ll always choose you Caspian always you hear me. You’re the love of my life.’’

’’and you’re mine.’’ he says and kisses your head softly.

The two of you lay there for the rest of the night in each others embrace enjoying being so close.

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You are currently sitting in your and Caspians chamber crying your eyes out. Normally you’d be sitting here now looking at photos of your family and the Pevensies but they’re gone. It’s been 5 years now since you’ve decided to leave your old life behind and start a new Chapter with Caspian. It has become a routine over the years to look at these photos.

You’d sit there for hours and cry while looking at the photos, thinking about all the happy moments you had together. It’s wasn’t an easy decision for you to leave everything behind but leaving Caspian behind would have been much worse. You still can’t believe how supporting the Pevensie siblings were when you told them your decision. They were happy for you and Caspian but also sad to loose a dear friend. 

Your thoughts are interrupted when the door to your chamber opens.

’’Hey Y/n. I’ve been looking for you.’’ Caspian says as he sees you sitting on the floor in front of your bed.

’’I’ve been here.’’ you say quietly without looking at him, trying to hide the fact that you’ve been crying for god knows how long.

’’Can I sit?’’ he asks you and you nod. Caspian takes a seat next to you and the both of you sit there for awhile in complete silence.

’’Do you regret it?’’ Caspian asks all of the sudden.

’’Regret what?’’ 

’’Staying here. Leaving your whole life, friends and family behind to stay here with me.’’ as soon as these words leave his mouth grab his hand and give it a soft squeeze. 

’’Not a second. I just miss them and it makes me sad knowing that I won’t be able to see them again but I knew what I was signing up for when I decided to stay. I decided for a life with you my King. I decided to stay here with the man I love more than anything. Don’t you ever think that I regret being with you. You’re the best thing that happened to me Caspian. Never doubt that.’’ you say and turn your head to place a kiss on his shoulder. Caspian uses your position to place a kiss on the top of your head. He wraps his arm around you before he starts to speak.

’’I love you too Y/n. When the day of the departure came I was so scared to loose you. I just found you and you swept me off my feet from the first moment I laid my eyes on you. I simply wasn’t ready to let you go. I was over the moon when you told me you would stay here and rule over the kingdom with me. I still am. Everyday when I wake up next to you I think: What did I do to deserve someone as amazing as my wife? I don’t know the answer but I know that I’m extremely lucky to have such a beautiful and intelligent young lady.’’ he says and you smile.

’’Thank you.’’ 

’’For what?’’

’’Sharing your thoughts with me Caspian.’’

’’No need to thank me. Oh I almost forgot.’’ he says and gets off the floor. He walks over to the chest in front of the window and pulls out something covered in cloth. He returns to you and hands you the unknown object.

’’What is this?’’ you ask confused.

’’I made this for you. I hope you like it.’’ he says and smiles shyly. You remove the cloth and a book appears. You open the book and you feel relieve wash over you. There they are the pictures you were searching for earlier. You were panicking because they were gone but apparently Caspian took them to make a photo album. While you are busy staring at the album Caspian is growing impatient. Do you like it? Was it wrong of him to take the pictures? Was he overstepping boundaries? There is so much going through his head without you knowing.

Caspian finally finds the courage to ask you one of these questions.

’’Do you like it my love?’’ he asks anxiously.

’’No I don’t.’’ you say short.

’’I absolutely love it Caspian. Thank you so much. I was loosing my mind earlier because I thought they were gone. I mean its the last thing I have of my family and friends but I’m glad it was you who had them. I mean how am I supposed to tell our children about their grandparents, their aunts and uncles - I mean I could tell them but they’d never know what they look like.’’

’’Well now you have the book to show them in the future but I guess that is still far away’’ Caspian says.

’’No it’s not.’’ you reply. It’s now or never.

’’I’m pregnant with our child Caspian. You’re gonna be a father.’’ you explain and he just stares at you trying to process the information that’s given to him. It takes a little while but then you see a bright smile appear on his face.

’’This is amazing Y/n. I love you - both of you. I can’t believe it. How long have you known?’’ 

’’3 days I was trying to find the right moment to tell you.’’ you say and Caspian kneels down in front of you since you are still sitting on the floor.

’’Thank you my love. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for blessing me like this. You’re the best thing that happened to me. You and our child. I love you my queen.’’ he says and gives you a kiss which you gladly return.

’’I love you too my king.’’ 

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Curtis called you panicking that he needed another hand. Billy and Frank decided to take down Rawlins on their own and got hurt.

So here you are in some warehouse out if the city.

’’What the hell is this place?’’ you say.

’’Don’t ask’’ Curtis says.

’’Well but I do ask’’

’’Really Y/n just help me patch them up. Now come with me.’’

Once you’ve reach Billy and Frank you finally see the damage that’s been done.

’’Not bad guys not bad. I knew you two weren’t them brighter but trying to take that psycho down on your own. What the hell were you two thinking?’’ you scold them like school boys.

’’Babe you have to see it this way. At the end of the day mission accomplished. Rawlins is that and Frank and I that’s collateral damage.’’

’’What the hell was I thinking when I started dating a marine. I knew you went on suicide missions over there but I didn’t think you’d be stupid enough to do it here. Jesus guys.’’

’’Sorry Y/n’’ both Billy and Frank say.

’’We should get started before they loose more blood Y/n’’ Curtis say worried.

’’Get me some water Curtis. Today I’m in charge. We’re doing this my way.’’

’’You don’t have any medical education Y/n. This is insane.’’ he argues.

’’Curtis do me a favor and stop arguing. I know what I’m doing okay!’’

’’You’re sexy when you’re angry babe.’’ Billy says.

’’Did you know that in the middle age they cut off peoples tongues. Don’t tempt me here Russo. Boyfriend or not don’t tempt me.’’ you say while glaring at him.

’’And stop laughing Castle or you’re next.’’

’’Here’’ Curtis says and hands you the water.

’’What I’m about to tell you and what happens next doesn’t leave this building do you hear me guys?! NEVER talk about this.’’ you say and mix the things you’ve brought with the water. And began to work.

’’As a child I knew I was different than other children. At one point my grandma sat me down and told me about our family history. We are healers. And no Im not joking. Like real healers with healing powers. Our ancestors were burned for that shit int the middle age.’’ Frank chuckles not believing a word. Billy is smiling and shaking his head and Curtis. Curtis is loosing his mind for believing you about the whole I know what I’m doing thing.

As soon as Billys wounds are healed they all stare at you with wide eyes.

’’Sweetheart you weren’t kidding.’’ you says shocked.

’’Told you. Your turn Frank.’’ you say and begin healing him too.

’’Honestly guys you have to promise me that no on is ever gonna fond out about this or I’m going to be in great danger. I’m not kidding. My mom was killed because of her powers.’’ you say sadly.

’’Not a word Y/n you have our word. Right guys?’’ Billy says and they agree.

’’Looks like we’re done here guys. Do me a favor the whole healing thing is really tiring for me. Promise me not to get hurt that often okay?’’

’’We try not to Y/n’’ Frank says.

’’C’mon baby I’ll take you home.’’ Billy says wrapping his arm around your shoulder leading you to your car.

’’Thank you for doing this for Frank and I but most importantly thank you for trusting us with your secret. I love you Y/n’’

’’Your welcome and I love you too Billy. Please take me home now I’m really exhausted.’’

’’Your wish is my command little healer.’’

’’idiot’’

’’Your idiot’’ he says and the both of you laugh.

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Hey Billy,

dinner is in the microwave.

I’m out with Hunter.

I don’t know when I’ll be back.

Don’t wait up for me.

I love you B xx

Billy came home from Anvil and was greeted with this piece of paper instead your presence. Saying he didn’t like it was an understatement. It’s not the fact that you’re out. It’s more the fact that you’re out with HIM. Hunter your good friend who happen to be male. It’s not that Billy doesn’t trust you its more him that he doesn’t trust.

Slightly pissed that you didn’t tell him you’d be gone with him,  he warms up the food you’ve prepared for him before you left. 

Billy spent the rest of the night imagine all kind of scenarios that involved you and Hunter. 

Is she eating on me? Does she still love me? When is she gonna leave me for him? How long have they been fucking around. His thought and the amount of alcohol he consumed while thinking are a dangerous combination.

When you came home a little tipsy in the middle of the night you thought you’d be able to jump into the bed and sleep it off but you were wrong. As soon as you come through the door you see light coming from the living room. You head there to check out if Billy fell asleep on the couch or if he was waiting for you. Little did you know what was coming now.

’’Hey baby’’ you greet him.

’’Why are you still up? I thought you had to leave early tomorrow morning for that appointment.

C’mon lets go to bed. You need your sleep.’’ you say softly as you walk towards him. He empties his glass of whiskey rather fast before he says.

’’Don’t act like you’re worried about my well being Y/n. You and I both know that’s not the case.’’

’’Maybe you should stop drinking and go to bed.’’ you say.

’’DON’T TELL ME WHAT TO DO’’ he yells and throws the glass in your direction. You move to the side fast and the glass hits the wall behind you.

’’HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?’’ you scream.

’’YOU COULD’VE HURT ME’’ you’re absolutely shocked and angry. You’ve never seen Billy like this. Him willing to hurt you. You don’t know what’s going on inside his head at the moment because this morning when he left for work everything was fine between the two of you and know he is this drunk and violent mess.

’’ At least I would’ve hurt you like you’ve hurt me.’’ he says showing no emotion.

’’William Russo what the fuck is going on with you? This morning everything was fine. What happened?’’ you ask confused.

’’Did you fuck him?’’

’’What?’’

’’Did you fuck Hunter? Do you want me to spell it out for you or something!?’’

’’No why would I? Billy where the fuck is this coming from all of the sudden?’’ you can’t wrap your mind around what is happening at the moment.

’’C’mon be honest. You’re with me because of the money I have and not because you give a fuck about me.’’

’’Billy I love you with all my heart. Please tell me what is going on?’’ you say with tears in your eyes.

’’STOP LYING.’’ he yells at you again and you flinch. This is the first time you’ve ever not felt save around your boyfriend. The first time you’re actually scared that the could possibly hurt you if he wanted to and no one would find out. You knew about the army and the things he did while he was over there, so you know what Billy is actually capable of.

’’Billy please I beg you listen to me. There is nothing going on between me and Hunter. B we’ve been together for 5 years now I’ve been with no one else but you. From the day you’ve asked me on a date until now there has been no one but you. I promise you. Please stop this nonsense and let’s go to bed.’’ you beg him but he doesn’t care. Billy is so deep in his head and the scenarios he created that doesn’t really listen to you.

’’Stop lying to me and to yourself.’’ he says and goes to his safe. He opens the safe and pulls out a great amount of money and throws it in front of you.

’’There you go. Take the money and get the fuck out of here! Thats what you’ve wanted all along isn’t it? Now you have so leave. You’re nothing but a gold digging whore.’’ with those works he leaves you stand in the middle of your living room. Tears are streaming down your face. All of this feels like a nightmare to you. You grab your purse and leave the apartment. You have no idea where to go. You walk around the city before you somehow end up un front of Karens door.

You knock a few times before surprisingly a very tired Frank Castle opens the door.

’’Hey can I come in?’’ you ask quietly and Franks moves so you can walk in. You take a seat on the sofa and he wakes up Karen to let her know that you’re here.

Soon after that the both of them return to you.

’’What happened?’’ Karen asked worrying about you.

’’Billy pretty much kicked me out. I was walking around town and somehow ended up here. I didn’t know where else to go to be honest.’’ you explain to them.

’’Why would he kick you out?’’ Frank asks confused why his best friend would do that.

’’I don’t know what’s going on in his head. I was out with Hunter. We went to this bar and had a couple of drinks and watched up since we haven’t seen each other in two months. When I came home Billy’s drunk ass was waiting for me. I told him that we should go to bed and then he threw an empty glass at me. Lucky I was fast enough otherwise it you’d have hit me straight in the face.

When I asked him why he’d do that and that he could have hurt me, he simply said that at least he would’ve hurt me like I’ve hurt him. Then he accused me of sleeping with Hunter. I told him that I wasn’t and that I love him but he wouldn’t listen. Well and last but not least he opened his save threw some money at me and called me a gold digging whore. After that he told me to get the fuck out and locked himself in our bedroom. Here I am now.’’ you end you monolog and Karen and Frank can’t believe that Billy treat you like this.

 Kare knows how much you love Billy and so does Frank. They both see the look on you face when BilLy walks into the room. There is northing but love.

’’I’ll talk to him tomorrow’’ Frank says and you thank him.

’’I’ll get you a blanket and a pillow you’re welcome to stay as long as you need’’ Karen says and smiles softly before she leaves you and Frank.

’’Do you know what’s wrong with him Frank?’’ you ask hoping he’d know something.

’’Well I know that he’s not a fan of Hunter but I didn’t think it would be that bad to be honest.’’ 

’’Frank there has to be more…’’

’’Hunter told Billy that it’s only a matter of time until you leave him and that you’re gonna be his.

I think Billy is scared to loose you Y/n. Him being scared and the alcohol was a bad combination. That guy loves you.’’

’’I had no idea Frank. He never said anything. If I would have known that earlier I would have stopped having out with Hunter.’’

’’Maybe you should tell him that.’’

’’Maybe I should.’’ Frank get off the sofa as Karen returns and before he can leave the room you call out for him.

’’Frank? Can you come with me tomorrow. To see Billy. I don’t wanna go alone.’’ you ask him ashamed that you’re scared of your own boyfriend.

’’Sure. Good night.’’

’’Night Frank’’ you say and he leaves. Karen hands you  the stuff she brought and you decide to call it a day.

Next morning

You wake up with a major headache less from the alcohol more because of the crying from the night before. About an hour later Frank and you are entering your apartment.

’’Here to collect the money bitch?’’ you hear Billy say and you feel like crying again. Frank sees the tears brimming in your eyes and decides to speak up.

’’Thats no way to talk to your girl Russo.’’ Frank says.

The two of you enter the living room and you stare at the floor scared to look at Billy. Afraid that he will lash out again.

’’What are you doing here with her?’’ Billy ask curiously.

’’I wouldn’t be here if you hadn’t thrown a glass at your girlfriend. I’m here because I don’t wanna see anyone get hurt.’’ he says firm.

’’Oh and by the way I told her about the thing with Hunter last night.’’

’’You did what?’’ Billy asks

’’He told me and I’m glad he did. If you’d have told me I would have stopped talking to him right away Billy. No one in this world is worth loosing the man I love more than anything. All of this could have been avoided if you would have talked to me like a normal human being. Instead you yelled at me and threw a glass at me because you were insecure. I was scared of you last night Billy. Really scared. After you threw that glass I thought what is next is he gonna hit me, stab me with a knife, or is he gonna shoot me. This is why I asked Frank to be here because I didn’t wanna be alone with you.’’ you say crying.

Billy nod for Frank to leave and he does leaving the two of you alone. 

’’I was so scared to loose you Y/n but my action towards you…. I can’t believe I did this to you.’’

’’Neither can I. I felt so safe with you. Always. But last night it was the first time I didn’t.’’

’’I’m sorry for yelling and the glass. I just had all these scenarios in my head and the alcohol on top of that. That is no excuse but I want you to know thing from my side. I shouldn’t have lost control. I should have listened to you instead of yelling and calling you names.

I love you Y/n. It’s kinda scary sometimes if I’m being honest.’’

’’We can’t go back to normal Billy. You hurt me last night like really hurt me. I love you and I want to be with you but it will take some time to get over this. I’ve never seen you so violent before and its scared the shit out of me. I don’t wanna see you like this ever again do you hear me?’’ you say and he nods.

’’I promise darling. Never again.’’ he says and gets off the couch and walk towards you. Billy places his hands on your shoulder gives you a short kiss on the forehead.

’’I love you.’’

’’I love you too idiot. Oh and by the way jealousy is not a good look on you Russo. And now get the money off the floor and put it back into your Safe.’’ you say and step away.

’’Will do.’’ he says and laughs. While Billy is picking up the money you decide to text Hunter that you can’t be friends anymore. After you’ve sent the text you block his number.

’’I texted hunter and blocked his number.’’

you say and look at Billy. He nods.

’’You didn’t have to but I appreciate it.’’

’’Never forget that I love you and only you. No man int the world is worth loosing you okay? I’m not going anywhere Billy.’’

’’Thank you.’’

’’No need to thank me.’’

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