Sköll_theSunless

It's been awhile Since I couldn't Hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand On my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And all the things I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that are rendered I stretch myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say That I wasn't addicted It's been awhile Since I could say I loved myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and Fucked things up Just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit Seems to disappear When I'm with you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered Have gone and fucked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day It's been awhile Since I couldn't Look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since I said, "I'm sorry" And it's been awhile Since I've seen the way The candles light your face And it's been awhile But I can still remember Just the way you taste And everything I can remember As fucked up As it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me It's been awhile Since I couldn't Hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I said, "I'm sorry"