Egypt

My reasons why I shouldn’t eat:

-I’m happy when I don’t

-I’ll look like a model

-I won’t be drowsy

-I can drink instead

-I will wake up fresh and new

-I will lose more weight

-I won’t have to start over

-I will deserve Tumblr

-smoking will be worth it

-when I eat I feel gross after

-coffee won’t be a waste

-I will feel tingly again

-my cheekbones will be more defined

-I will look younger

- baggy clothes. I’m sick of my baggy clothes having to be like XXL/XXXL

- skinny legs and clunky boots. I want skinny legs and big looking feet to make them look even tinier

- I’m sick of being fat. I’ve been overweight most of my life and I hate it I hate it I hate it

- I don’t wanna be insecure about buying food from places

I'm in a terrible mood, completely unable to focus, horribly dissociated, particularly anxious, insomniac, bloated, and a kg of fluid retention heavier. Yes you guessed correctly I'm on my ✨ period✨ heavily so✨

I just hope the scale goes back to showing me progress once my period is over ✨this sucks✨

I can't even seem to get my thoughts straight. Wake me up when I'm thin

[I do not promote eating disorders; and neither does my art. The stories I’m telling are representations of real thoughts and feelings.]