skinnimini

omg the tags have changed so much since I was last on here that’s annoying

mutuals?? if ur active interact with this 😘

gonna start posting a daily calorie log to keep myself accountable

if ur an active ed blog in December interact, I want more mutuals for my comeback

this is gonna sound really bad but here we go. I recovered on my own and have been for a few months. however, my college roommate has ana and she’s decided to reach out for counselling to get help, and so now I feel like I have to beat her so now I be coming out of recovery. stg the ed brain is so competitive and ugly for no reason but here we are

quick, someone give me reasons to keep going and be skinny

okay I’m officially back cause I feel fat and gross and my boyfriend fucked his ex and I wanna show him what he’s missing so yeah. mutuals??

the funniest thing to me is that when I’m restricting and stuff I feel better, even though I’m more tired because the stuff I do let myself eat is usually healthy, and I drink a lot of water

i tried to recover on my own, gained some weight, and now I’m back cause I’m tired of being fat LOL

ive kinda been just feeling meh and binging, ive only lost 5 pounds in the last month. usually I can do 20. i need to get back on track.

i laugh about how quickly I lost like 30 pounds and yet I’m still fat like that’s rude of the universe

i think about how pathetic it is that i literally want people to worry about me….like I want people to be like omg are u okay? are u eating? u look so skinny now. i wanna post on my Instagram once I’m really skinny after being thick the last 4 years and have people be like wtf. the mental illness jumped out LOL

starting to go for long treadmill walks now to speed up the weight loss. it also just makes me feel pretty good and accomplished. also, owning an Apple Watch it’s so satisfying to see the calories i burn 😍

saw my friend for the first time in a month, she said I looked like 4 pounds and a lot different from the last time she saw me. she does know that I have an Ed so maybe she was telling me that so I would think I was skinny enough or something but that just motivated me more

haven’t been active lately, mainly cause I’ve been busy and had two binges in a week but that’s ok