on-offlinessä

thank GOD goncharov happened before ai bullshit took over

it's so crazy how much worse u can make things by not leaving the bed or house or eating food

it's so crazy how much worse u can make things by not leaving the bed or house or eating food

Treffi-idea: mennään pensaikkoon syömään pullaa ja kuhertelemaan. Puskanisuja ja niskapusuja.

Hannibal Heritage Post

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

oh thats why my hadns have started to always be in pain ok

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

you can't avoid your way into a life you love