A Diaper Wearing Sissy Slave

My wife was shopping for new vibrators/dildos and I suggested she unlock me so she'd have a baseline of knowing what size she was used to. I had never formally measured before, I knew it was small and I kinda didn't really want to know. I usually would estimate that I was about 5". Turns out I was a little off. She measured it at 3 and 7/8th inches. She teased me a ton when she saw the number, and that she definitely needed something bigger. She locked me back up and I got to watch her touch herself as she told me that seeing my little penis covered in baby powder was making her confident in her decision to keep me in chastity.

I've been in diapers 24/7 for several years now, using them for everything as soon as I feel the slightest urge to wet or mess. But life's been interesting the last couple years and I haven't been doing much sissy diaper boy stuff. Things look like they are changing though, my wife locked me back in chastity and with every passing day I want to go deeper into being a sissy baby. I'm shopping for cute baby clothes and onesies. New binkies and bottles. And fantasizing about staying locked up in chastity forever and the only sexual release I get are sissygasms. It's only been a few days and already my wife has enjoyed teasing me so much she needed to go touch herself. She put me down for a "nap" and said she didn't have sex with little babies that wear diapers, and then I got to watch her use a vibrator until she came. I really want to embrace this all the way and further degrade myself and let my wife really know that I am truly a sissy baby and that she should never have sex with me again. Feel free to ask questions or offer suggestions about how I can even further embrace being a sissy baby.

I wouldn’t want it any other way 💖

Let me know if anyone has one they like.

I ordered the smallest size they have - “baby” an and it just arrived. It’s a perfect fit, and hopefully it’ll help me keep everything in my diaper when I wet.

My wife said that I could use a prostate massager for relief, but I can't unlock myself or even touch myself through my cage (no vibrators). I was feeling super horny after last night so I tried a bunch of toys, but couldn't actually get there. I've done it before, but never caged, and always with at least some penile stimulation. It was a super enjoyable experience, even though I didn't finish - and I don't know if I am just tired now or what, but I don't feel nearly as pent up afterwards. I need to keep working on it though, as this might be the main way I get to come for the foreseeable future. My wife seems to really love the power she has over me by holding the key to my chastity cage, and teasing and denying me makes her really horny. She comes super hard after she tells me she won't unlock me. That mixed with her not wanting a penis trapped in a cage covered in baby powder and in a wet diaper inside of means I'm not sure if this dynamic is going to stop anytime soon.

As I was changing I let her know it wasn't too late for her to change her mind, "A tiny caged penis, covered in baby powder in a diaper? I think I'm good," she said with a chuckle.

I came to bed and my wife asked if I wanted to "cuddle", I thought she meant sex so I got really excited, then she told me she wasn't in the mood for me and she just meant actually cuddling. We just cuddled, but I was feeling very horny so I started telling my wife how much I loved being owned and controlled by her, and how she can have whatever she wants because I am so motivated to make her happy and serve her when I am locked in chastity. That made her want to tease me more, so she asked if it would be the most submissive to not even get to touch her and just have to watch as she touched herself. I said yes, that would be overwhelming, that I would be begging her to let me serve her. She asked which vibrator would be the hardest for me to watch, so she could tease me the most. I said the one that's penis shaped and goes insider her, because I want to be inside of her but she told me no - so getting to see another penis be in her when I can't would be too much. She told me to go get it for her, and I thanked her for letting me get it. Then she started using it on herself, and made me watch while kissed her. She eventually kicked me off of her because I was too distracting, and made me watch from the other side of the bed. When she finished I asked if I could be inside of her too, and she said no - she didn't do grownup stuff with little boys in diapers. But she did unlock me for 20 seconds while she kissed me, and that was all I needed to cum in my diaper. She told me to go get locked up, and she would power me, and put a fresh diaper on me. As she was diapering me, I asked if she was sure she didn't want me inside of her. She looked at my penis locked in a small chastity cage, with diaper cream on my balls to help with the chaffing of the cage, and baby powder all over. "I think I can get what I need from my vibrators," and she taped my diaper up and patted the front of it.

“Time to get locked back up,” she said as she patted my diaper.

It's been almost 2 years of being in diapers 24/7 for wetting. I've gone 24/7 for everything for the last month or so. It's become so normal to just use my diaper, most of the time I don't even think about it. I started wearing them to ease the issues of my OAB, but now I'm so used to wetting as soon as I feel the urge, I'd be nervous to not wear a diaper. The last year has been a little rough with my personal life and relationship with my wife. But things are turning around I think. She locked me back in chastity a couple days ago, and now I'm in diapers and chastity. I don't know how long she plans on keeping me locked up, but it's super hot and is making me really desperate to serve her. She's historically done a lot of teasing me about my diapers, and flaunting her power over me, but she's seldomly participates in actually treating me little. But more recently she's started changing me from time to time, talking to me like a toddler, checking to see I I am wet. It's been really nice. She let me know that now that I'm locked back up, she can more freely do those things if I'm not having sex with her - because she can't do sex stuff with a little boy whose diaper she has to change.