siSA_La_Rosa

Like a Butterfly,

You flutter timely.

Wherever the wind blows,

Sometimes aimlessly, sometimes partly planned.

You keep with you pieces that remain,

Close relations with beneficial intentions.

Beauty fades away

Then there's nothing

There was not much anyway.

Faith gives way

To non fleeting love

Art

A passion never lost completely

A talent believed in wholeheartedly

An identity that could never forsake me.

Self Actualising

Yet, draws a thin line between destiny and some of my parts

Barricaded by these ideals

Diminished by this gift

Welcome such gifts

One of happiness

The other of blessings

For when all good things meet their end

Remnants reconcile with the abrupt tragedy.

I can't sleep forever,

Without having earned my rest.

I can't hide forever,

From all consequence.

I can't want and not pray_

I can't pray and not trust_

I can't trust and not do

My mood shifts faster than seasons

My thoughts run too quick for reason

This is not factual.

It feels like I move without a pulse, it's long missing

I act always with doubt before transition

The other symptom is being cynical.

I’ve had enough of me.

As for everybody else_

Comes as great relief.

I’ll destroy myself_

Constantly.

A theme of my life.

No amount of power_

Divinity

Can down-play what I’m feeling deep within,

And what I’m insistently thinking

It’s all a game_

In which I’ll never win.

Me, me, me_

Through that I can’t see,

The bigger picture with no vision

But I’ll never reveal this so until then_

Blame me cause I'm lame

Blame me cause I'm tame

I don't know what to say

Except I'm sick of this game

Blame me cause you say

You can destroy all I can

And I guess all I can

Is say blame me cause you win.