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Hide all the posts from previous saves (that I prob won’t use again) and start “fresh”

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Just leave them and post new stuff

My mental health is probably the worst it’s been in like 15 years.

I spend so much time in fight mode and the rest of the time so angry at the fact I got my dad back and then had him taken away again. The fact my daughter will grow up not knowing him after how fucking excited he was to meet her. The what ifs could easily eat my soul.

The depth of depression I feel, like my trauma will affect my daughter. The fact I am in protect mode around certain people because I would never ever forgive myself if they hurt her the way they hurt me but my circle shrunk so fucking small after having her that I don’t have the mental strength to cut people off.

The fact there is an evil woman keeping my daughter from her brother and vice versa. The genuine hatred I feel for her deepens with every day they’re apart.

The fact we’ve spent tens of thousands of dollars just on an attempt at seeing him again and that we have fucking nothing to show for it except the sheer level of debt we had to go in to get to the level of nothing we have to show. And the fact we got so fucking close to actually getting somewhere and they pull more fucking bullshit that is going to cost us more to fight.

I genuinely pray for a break this year cause if it doesn’t come it might be us that breaks.

Anyway what I mean to say is, once life settles down a lot (it’s heck af right now) I’ll be coming back x