đ˘ for a mental health headcanon đŚ for a physical health headcanon âfor a sleep headcanon đ for a love headcanon
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đ˘ Mental Health headcanon
Maya has PTSD, no doubt about it in my mind. Going through what she went through under Sophis is deeply traumatic and I can imagine that she still hasnât recovered all these years later. Hearing his voice when sheâs laying down to rest, seeing his face when thereâs nothing there⌠Sheâs gotten better at dealing with it, but it doesnât make it less scary.Â
Another very personal headcanon of mine is that she has ADHD, something she has kind of just accepted at this point. She has a lot of ways to cope with it, and if youâve ever wondered how she can read a 600 page book in a day, itâs because of those good olâ hyperfixation powers.
đŚ Physical Health headcanon
You donât leave Pandora without a few scars, and Maya is DEFINITELY no exception to that rule. Sheâs been shot, stabbed, punched, kicked, bit, stung, blown up, ran over⌠Everything short of dying, basically. To say sheâs resilient would be an understatement.
Her front is dotted with scars from the various bullet wounds sheâs won herself over the years, and her back isnât much different. On her leg is a long row of scars from when a skag got a hold of her calf, which is a wicked story to tell since not many people get out of that kind of situation alive.Â
Other than the scars and the occasional stiff limb, Mayaâs pretty healthy!
Maya is an extremely quiet sleeper, who doesnât toss and turn a lot and is usually fine just sleeping on her side the whole night. Youâd think thatâd make her an easy person to camp with but⌠thereâs two glaring issues she has with sleeping.
1.) She is, without a doubt, the WORST blanket hog in this galaxy or the next. No one is safe. You can sleep a few yards away from her and you will still wake up cold. She knows she does it and sheâs actively tried to stop doing it, but itâs just something out of her control. And on top of thatâŚ
2.) Sometimes, she just flat out sleeps with her eyes open. Itâs not a medical condition, itâs just⌠something that happens on occasion. No one knows why she does it, and it feels weird having a pair of glowing eyes digging into the back of your head while youâre trying to sleep.
Because of all this, sheâs usually the first to take watch during the night, so everyone else can get their Zâs in undisturbed.
Maya has a difficult and strange relationship to love, and thatâs just flat out canon. She didnât get to experience it very much when she was growing up, and she definitely never thought sheâd get to feel what itâs like to love someone else. Maya always assumed that love was something other people did, not her.
She took to the familial, platonic love pretty quick. All the Vaulties did, honestly. The six of them became tight knit and extremely close within the first few weeks of knowing each other. That bond did wonders for her, because sheâs never really had a family before then⌠Thereâs no group of people in the WORLD that Maya cherishes more than her fellow Vault Hunters, and she has and will continue to take bullets for them.
Romantic love is⌠much more complicated. Again, she assumed that love was something other people did. She was presented with very traditional views on how love worked, and how it was âsupposedâ to be. The ideas of getting married to a man, having a man sweep her off her feet, having a man to take care of her and be by her side never⌠appealed. She couldnât get why all the women in novels and such reacted the way they did to this kind of affection, and it really confused her. Was she broken? Was something wrong with her? Certainly not, because one day, she discovered sheâs a lesbian and never looked back!
Since coming to Pandora, Mayaâs certainly developed⌠feelings for someone. She doesnât know how to express it (neither does this person tbh), and every time she tries, itâs extremely awkward. The feeling of being in love makes her happy though, so itâs not as bad as it could be. Maybe some day sheâll actually get off her ass and confess.