Sir Ren.

Sometimes I think about sh and try desperately to find a reason not to do it, sometimes my brain fails and I end up bleeding, sometimes I dont go near a blade for a week or two

Life is weird, I like the outside but everyone thinks I hate it cuz I have a sun allergy, I like nature, I just dont like having to cover up and take allergy meds every time I wanna go outside, it gets so draining, by the time I would be able to go outside Im already tired from all the work I need to put in, thats why I like winter and fall, cuz then everyone has to cover up, not just me, and even better is that I dont get cold easy so I dont have to layer up as much as others :3 anyways, the sun is evil and Im a human heater. Thanks for reading

How and why do such different people end up together, what would you even talk about if y'all have nothing in common 😭😭(in a lovely relationship with a person very different from me and I do not understand how or even what he likes about me)

I haven't taken my meds this week, other then my sleeping meds I mean

I live for looking at honkers

Every time I close my eyes I see the fucking blades, I wanna slice my limbs open and bleed omg it's making me insane

Highkey wanna stop eating but my dad is too good of a cook and gets offended when I don't wat his cooking 😭🔫

I miss slicing myself, it's been like a month and I wanna slice so bad it's insane 😭

I'M ACTUALLY SCARED

Playing a spooky game and I'm gonna actually explode