coffee

i feel like im not supposed to be there to vibe with them to be around them or to do anything around them

i vibe with girls a lot i talk to them freely i feel comfortable and safe around them, but one can only vibe for so long

i kinda feel like im burdening both of them when and if im around them

i never feel like i belong anywhere

i feel so lost and tired

maybe its the BPD? but cant blame it for everything now can we?

there are guys shyer than me in the "guys" group but they still vibe, but i cant, i just feel like im idk i cant explain im just ranting lol

oh to be a guy who cant vibe with guys lol

eh im tired

does anyone experience this “post happiness, sadness”

it’s like you go out with the people you like, admire or maybe love and have the time of your life.

but, when you come back home, it feels like a void has been formed in your chest, like you can’t find a way to fill it, and it starts filling with sadness.

maybe it’s because you start thinking about how you can’t feel the way you felt in that particular  moment ever again and won’t be able to experience it at that level again.

also the day i make male friends who like are wholesome and not borderline toxic its over for y'all i think

i think i need constant validation

help pls

tis a cry 4 help

pls

the cool air just comforting you and making you feel care free for a while like nothing could harm you, just you the clouds and the wind taking over you and your problems.