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[HELLO LOVELIES💕 I PROMISED A PART THREE AND HERE IT IS-PROBABLY LONG OVERDUE BUT PLS FORGIVE MEEE:D I HOPE THIS MAKES UP FOR IT ALSO YOUR FEEDBACK IS GREATLY APPRECIATED I LOVE HEARING YOUR OPINIONS OK ENJOY ILY🤩💕]

(!!! tw this contains themes similar to emotional abuse and a dysfunctional relationship so if you’re triggered by that then please don’t read this!!! stay safe💕)

Pregnant? No. You couldn’t be, there was no way.

Jungkook was laying next to you, his hand mindlessly skimming against the soft skin of your stomach.

“Kookie?”

“Hm?”

“I can’t be pregnant.”

It was dead silent after that but not for long, maybe a few seconds. He laughed loudly before leaning down to press a loving kiss against your tummy.

“Did you hear that, little one? Your mommy is being silly!”

“Kook-“

“She thinks you don’t exist!”

You were rendered speechless from his actions. You knew you couldn’t be pregnant because you were taking birth control pills.

“But kookie, I take birth control pills, remember?”

He simply chuckled before he looked up at you. You couldn’t tell what was going on through his mind but then again he was never one to show any emotions.

“Birth control pills? You mean the ones that I’ve swapped out for sugar pills for the last two months?”

It felt like the breath had been knocked out of you. As if someone had poured an ice cold bucket of water over your head.

“W-What?”

“You heard me. We are having a baby.”

You let out a broken sob as reality finally began to set in. You were having a baby. You were having Jungkook’s baby.

“Oh baby, no don’t cry! Is my princess really that happy?”

Jungkook cooed as he brought you into his embrace, your face nuzzling his neck as he ran a hand through your hair and left soft kisses against your forehead.

To any outsiders you probably looked like a loving couple, one that was about to have the perfect little family they always dreamed of, but you were far from it.

You sobbed, shaking your head as an endless string of ‘nos’ fell from your lips. Jungkook rocked the both of you back and forth in hopes that it would calm you down but it seemed to make it worse.

“No? What’s wrong baby, hm? Tell kookie so he can fix it, angel.”

“I can’t- I don’t want a baby, Jungkook! I don’t want your b-baby!”

Jungkook took in a sharp breath at your words before he pulled back, his hands on your shoulders as he held you at an arm length distance. He looked at you as if you had stabbed him in his heart.

“You- You don’t want my baby?”

“T-That’s not what I meant!”

“Well what the fuck did you mean then?!”

This was falling apart very quickly and you had no idea how to take control of the situation. Jungkook was already seething and he wouldn’t give up until he had the final word.

You gulped as you got up from the bed, hiccups slowly crawled up your throat but you forced them down as you hastily wiped your tears.

You took a deep breath before you turned back to him. The panic you had felt earlier was slowly simmering down but it was the opposite for the man across you.

“Kookie- I didn’t mean like that! You know I love you, right?”

“You don’t want my baby? You-“

He let out a humorless laugh as he ran a hand through his hair before harshly tugging on the roots of his hair out of frustration.

“You don’t want my baby- you’ve got to be fucking kidding me!”

“Listen-“

“No! You listen to me! I’ve had enough of your fucking outbursts, do I have to make every decision for you? Cause you clearly can’t make up your fucking mind!”

God you had messed up, he was mad but even that was an understatement. Jungkook was fuming. His breathing had started to get erratic so you slowly made your way to him in hopes to help him calm down.

“Don’t fucking touch me, Y/N-“

“Jungkook, baby? Please calm d-down for me, yeah?”

“Y/N, so help me god if you lay your hand on me I’ll do something I’ll regret.”

You gulped, hesitating but still walked towards him. You placed your hands above where his heart was, his heartbeat was fast and so you did the one thing you knew would calm him down. You cried.

Jungkook liked it when you cried, it showed him that he was in control, that you were dependent on him. It worked, your quiet whimpers brought him out of his reverie. He sighed, frustration still clear in his eyes but he brought you into his arms regardless.

“I-I do want your babies, Kookie, was just scared-“

“Shh, baby, don’t cry, hm? It’s ok my love, no more tears.”

You hiccuped, more tears making their way down your face but you were crying for a completely different reason. You had shown weakness again, you had submitted to Jeon Jungkook once again.

You felt the first sign of your pregnancy a week later when you woke up with a strong urge to throw up. You bolted up from the bed as you quickly ran to the bathroom, waking Jungkook up in your frenzy before you fell on your knees in front of the toilet and emptied your stomach contents into the ceramic bowl.

Jungkook hurried after you as he kneeled down beside you in concern. He cooed quietly when he realized what was going on, he held your hair back with one hand as the other rubbed soothing circles on your back.

You whined quietly from the ache that now sat in your throat, the bitter taste in your mouth didn’t help either. Your peace didn’t last long before you lurched forward once again, gagging into the bowl.

Jungkook stayed by your side through it all, he then helped you to brush your teeth before he led you back to bed again. He held you close in his arms, one hand protectively around your stomach and the other in your hair.

“Do you think it will be a boy or a girl?”

“Why are y-“

“If it’s a girl, then I hope she turns out to be exactly like you.”

You let out a forced chuckle as you looked down at the hand around your stomach. You weren’t ready, you weren’t emotionally ready to be a mother and Jungkook was definitely not ready to be a father.

How could you tell him that though? How could you tell him that you didn’t want a baby, not now at least. He would flip, but you had to take a chance.

“Jungkook?”

“Hm?”

“I don’t want a baby.”

He let out a snort before he placed a kiss on your forehead. You didn’t know what it meant but you didn’t question it. He was quiet as if he was contemplating his next words.

“It’s ok.”

“It is?”

“Mhm, I heard first time mothers always get cold feet but I know you don’t really mean it and don’t worry baby, Kookie will take care of everything, yes?”

This was not going anywhere, you were going in circles and it was endless. You fight, you cry, you ‘make up’ and it begins again. You knew that you were going to have his baby whether you liked it or not.

“Just make sure you take care of yourself so that our little peanut is healthy.”

“Yeah... I’ll do that.”

You were tied down from here on out, trapped with a baby. Jungkook’s baby. You could only hope that the new responsibility would change him for the better, for your sake but most importantly for the sake of your child.

You laid there until he fell asleep, silent tears trailed down your face. This wasn’t how you had envisioned life to be like. You always thought you’d be happy like all the princesses in those Disney movies, you’d be the princess and you’d always find your Prince charming and you did in a way but he was not what you had expected.

He was controlling, short tempered but then again he was loving so why did you feel so weighed down? Why did you feel unhappy?

You were a good person, weren’t you? So why had life been so cruel to you? Why didn’t you get the happy life that you deserved, the one all your friends had.

These questions ran through your head until you found yourself getting sleepy and so you slept, you slept in the arms of the love of your life and the father of your child but one thought stayed in your mind even throughout your dreams.

What did you ever do to deserve this life?

For the next few months Jungkook was nothing but pleasant. You no longer fought and you barely found yourself crying. It actually felt like you were a normal couple.

You were nearly due to give birth and the nerves had started to set in. You knew your water could break any day now and you found yourself always on edge even though Jungkook reassured you time and time again.l that everything would go as planned.

The new demeanor from your boyfriend didn’t go unnoticed, you were confused at first but eventually you found yourself getting used to his gentle words and touches.

It began the day when you both found out the gender of your baby. You were having a baby boy, Jungkook had been so happy that he began crying. You had never seen him cry before and you had no idea what to do but to bring him into your arms.

From then on he would tend to your every want and need, always rubbing your feet, getting you whatever food you craved for the day or night and would stay by your side 24/7, occasionally conversing with his unborn son. The sight was wholesome, seeing him smile wide was rare but when your boy kicked at the sound of his voice his whole face lit up.

It was perfect. He was perfect but of course good things don’t last forever, not for you at least. Jungkook worked from home, always had but on this particular day he had to attend business somewhere else.

The news didn’t sit well with you. You were so used to having him around you that him leaving for over an hour was enough to send you into a panicky state, especially now, you needed him more than ever because the baby was almost here.

“D-Do you have to go?”

“Y/N... yes! Yes I have to go, how many times do I need to tell you this?”

You whimpered quietly at the tone of his voice, it had been so long since he got angry at you and you didn’t want it to begin anytime soon.

“Kookie, don’t leave please! I need you here with me.”

“Fucks sake, Y/N, do you even hear yourself? You’re making it sound like I’m going to war! It’s just a couple of hours, angel, I’ll be back.”

His words somehow set you off, he was talking down to you and it made you feel stupid but more than anything it made you angry. Maybe you were being unreasonable but rightfully so. He was going to leave you in a house that was basically in the middle of nowhere when you could pop out a baby at any given moment.

“But-But what if the baby comes and you aren’t here?! Then what am I-“

“God! You are pissing me off, Y/N, I’m already stressed enough as it is don’t add anymore fucking baggage to my problems.”

This was the Jungkook you knew, one that had been locked far away for a very long time, maybe too long and maybe that’s why he was being so harsh. You let out a shocked chuckle at his words.

“Really? I’m adding on to your problems? I told you! I fucking told you that we weren’t ready for this but no! Kookie always knows best right? I should’ve known you weren’t ready to be a father-“

Your words seem to set him off even further, you were adding fuel to a burning fire and it was bound to end in flames. He slowly walked towards you, a frown etched on his face as he ran a hand through his hair.

“You’re making me angry, Y/N. Do not-“ He gulped before taking a deep breath to center himself. “Do not make me angry, not today.”

“Oh fuck you, Jeon Jungkook! I’m the one who is carrying a human that YOU put in me so I’ll make you angry all I want. I swear to god if you walk out of that door, you will come back to an empty house.”

Jungkook growled at your words, his hand quickly going around your neck, it was loose but it scared you half to death. Maybe you had pushed him too far this time, so far that he had forgotten that you were carrying his baby.

“Now you better listen to me, little girl because I’m only going to say this once and I won’t repeat myself, am I clear?”

“Y-Yes.”

“Good. First of all, don’t you ever, ever raise your fucking voice at me again, secondly do not even think about setting foot out of this house, not with my son because I will haunt you and when I do find you, you’ll wish you were never born and finally don’t threaten me, angel, don’t ever make that mistake again because you never threaten Jeon Jungkook and get away with it.”

You gulped, nodding quickly before he pulled his hand away from you just as quickly as he had wrapped it around your neck. Jungkook took another deep breath before cradling your face in his hands.

He wiped the tears that had leaked down your face, you had been crying? You were so scared that you didn’t realize and even now the feeling of his hands on your face made your heart beat fast with fear.

“I’m going to go now, ok? And you will lock the door after me, don’t try anything stupid because it won’t end well. Don’t make me make you cry again, angel.”

He left but not without a soft kiss on your forehead. He grabbed his car keys and phone before he made his way out of the house. And just like that you were left alone.

You let out a breath of relief as you finally locked the door. It was silent, something that you weren’t used to because Jungkook would always find something to talk about for hours on end.

It was silent, until it wasn’t anymore. You felt it first but you refused to believe it but then you heard it. Had it been a different scenario you would assume that you had peed on yourself but it wasn’t, this was reality.

[Hello lovelies!!! It’s been so long like WAY TOO LONG I’m so sorry for going mia for like 5 months but a lot of things happened that I hadn’t expected and because of these events I hadn’t felt like myself for a really long time :”) I stopped doing things that made me happy and that included writing but thank you so much for all those who continued to read and share my work and for over 4k followers wHAT- as well as the ones who were concerned for me but hopefully I didn’t worry anyone too much and I hope you’re all keeping safe with everything that’s happening right now!!! Again thank you for being patient with me I LOVE YOU💕]

You were writhing when Namjoon began his ruthless spankings on you. Thrashing about on the sofa as you felt every part of your being burn. Your ass was numb at this point, throat dry and raw, eyes sore from all the crying you had done.

You could only let out incoherent sentences at this point, hiccups left your throat as you whined at the tingling feeling on your ass from another harsh swat.

“Will you be good now, hm?”

His voice was calm as if he had not let out all his anger on your behind. You hiccuped as you tried to regain your breath which was ragged and chopped.

Your peace didn’t last long when a hand wrapped around your hair, pulling your head up into a painful position.

“He asked you a fucking question.”

The voice that travelled through your ears left shivers all over your body and you gulped audibly. The room all of a sudden fell silent, the only sound being the loud beat of your heart and the ringing that rang through your ears.

Yoongi.

The last time you spoke to him, his voice had been filled with warmth and security but now it sounded cold and menacing. You took a shaky breath before you quickly nodded your head- well as quickly as you could with it in Yoongi’s hold.

“Are you fucking mute? Use your words, Y/N.”

You let out a dry sob, your heart clenching at his words. He was so mean but you guess you couldn’t blame him.

“Y-Yes! I’ll be good- I p-promise.” You hiccuped. The men all hummed at your words but didn’t seem satisfied with your answer.

Namjoon sighed as Yoongi released your head from his harsh grip. Namjoon turned back to his brothers silently before he pointed at you with his head. “Do you think it’s enough? Has she learned her lesson?”

The room was once again silent while they all contemplated their next move but ultimately all heads turned to Hoseok. The man raised a brow at the eyes on him before he let out a soft chuckle.

Hoseok cleared his throat loudly causing you to flinch, the move brought a sick pleasure to him, knowing that he had that much power over you, he didn’t have to utter a single word and you were already quivering with fear.

“Is enough? Hmm... let’s see, first she was disrespectful to each and everyone of us she then proceeded to break every single rule that was set for her in this house and then she tried to trick us into letting her go... is it enough?”

Hoseok hummed as he crouched down next to the couch so that he was face to face with you even though he was still taller than you. A hand went under your chin to bring your eyes in line with his.

He tilted his head slightly as he wiped a lone tear that ran down your flushed cheek. He frowned when you whimpered, trying to get your head away from him. His hold on your chin tightened and you froze with fear.

“Is it enough? Huh, puppy? Will you be good now?” He asked as you blinked up at him. “Can’t really let you out of this room until I’m sure you’re as obedient as a good little pet, now can I, puppy?”

Puppy?! He was referring to you as a dog? A mutt? The thought made you furious and you huffed loudly, ready to give him a peace of your mind.

“Ah, ah, ah, you say one word and I’ll make sure you stay in this room for another day, don’t fucking try me.”

You gulped before nodding at his words. You were fucked now, your fate lied in Hoseok’s hands, a man who hated you with every fiber of his being, you were sure of it.

“A-Are you going to kill me?”

Your question seemed to have caught him off guard but he let out a loud laugh to cover up his shock.

“Kill you? No! no, puppy, that would be too easy. I’m going to straighten you up, gonna make you obedient, so obedient that you’ll fall down straight to your knees at the sound of my footsteps.”

Had it not been for the situation you were in right now, you would’ve laughed until tears ran down your eyes but this man, Hoseok, he was capable of anything so who’s to say he won’t turn you into a brain dead being.

He analyzed you for a couple of seconds before he stood up and faced his brothers again.

“No.”

“No?”

It was Jungkook who replied to Hoseok, everyone else in the room seemingly confused with what was going on.

“No. It’s not enough. She’s still acting tough.” You gasped at his words and he threw you a look over his shoulder causing you to cower slightly.

“Puppy thinks she can bite, huh? We’ll have to do something about that. Jimin?”

Hoseok called out and Jimin’s head snapped up at the speed of lightning at the call of his name.

“Yes?”

“Your turn, I want her broken, Jimin. We’ve dilly dallied around this little girl’s tantrums for far too long, she’s proven to us time and time again that she’s not delicate so fucking bring her down to nothing but tears, understand?”

You let out a whimper at his words as you began to thrash about in the restrains once again. Jimin got up and was near you now. His presence had every sense of yours heightened.

“Y/N... look at you. Such a pitiful sight.” He sighed as he rolled the sleeves of his shirt up, revealing his veiny arms that you would have drooled over any day accept this one.

“But you heard my hyung, right? Oh I’m sure you did!” He sounded delighted. Fucking sadist, of course he would. He was enjoying this.

“Now I’m smart enough to listen to what Hoseok says, unlike you, hm?” He pushed back the hair that hung over his forehead swiftly as he manhandled you into his desired position.

You were now on your knees, your butt sitting on your feet with your hands behind your back. Jimin looked at you for what seemed like a minute before he let out a satisfied hum.

“Now, puppy, me and you are going to play a little game, hm? See, puppies are obedient little things aren’t they? Always listening to what master has to say. All these men in this room are your masters now, pup.”

You looked up at him in confusion. What the fuck was he on about. The new nickname was already getting to your nerves and you could feel your pain turn to rage.

“Now when any of these man call on you, you will crawl to them and will obey their orders just like a good puppy should, am I understood?”

You gasped as you looked up at him in shock, your eyes then flicked around the room only to see everyone nod in agreement. You had forgotten that he had asked you a question before he wrapped a loose hand around your neck to bring you back to him.

“Do you fucking understand?”

“Y-Yes, sir?”

Jimin chuckled sarcastically before he gave you a fake pout with a playful ruffle on your head.

“Oh Y/N, didn’t you know? Puppies don’t speak silly!”

“W-What?”

“You’re a smart girl, puppy, I’m sure you can figure it out, hm?”

[happy 2020 everyone!!💖 also i love this man with every fiber of my being 😭🥺]

You do a lot of things on a Thursday night but what you were doing right now was something you weren’t used to, not that you were complaining.

“Fuck- I’ll cum of you keep that up.”

“No you won’t, because you’re a good boy for me, yes?”

Taehyung could only gasp, rutting up into your hand as you unforgivably moved your hand up and down his cock.

“I asked you a fucking question, Kim Taehyung.”

“Y-Yesss, ‘m a good boy.”

He hissed as you halted your movements, hand losing any kind of contact you had with him. You were cruel but he was so easy to break and you loved to bring the pretty boy to tears as you edged him over and over again.

“H-Hurts, please, for fucks sake- let me cum.”

“Ah, silly boy, you’re too spoiled and need to be taught a lesson, you will cum when and if I see fit, do I make myself clear?”

He whined, nodding quickly at your words. Poor boy, so submissive and needy but you liked them like that.

“How about we play a little game, yeah?”

“Game?”

“Did I fucking stutter?”

He gulped, looking up at you with those wide puppy eyes that always made you weak in the knees. He looked like he was going to cry but he liked it, he liked it when you were mean.

“N-No.”

“Much better. Now here’s how this is going to go down, I’m going to touch you and every time you get greedy, I will slow down.”

He nodded quickly and you resumed. Wrapping your hands around his leaking cock, he was making a sticky mess all over himself.

Your strokes were slow but your touch was firm against him. Taehyung found himself whining at the torturous pace as he impatiently thrusted his hips up against your hand.

“Ah ah ah- Kim Taehyung...” your tone was filled with disappointment as you pulled your hand away from his raging cock. He whimpered at the loss of contact, cursing quietly as he clutched the sheets below to stop the need to finish himself off.

“What was my rule?”

“I’m sor-“

“That wasn’t my fucking question Kim.”

You hissed and the boy let out a loud whine as he looked down with tears in his eyes.

“Awe, don’t tell me you’re gonna cry,” you mocked before you let out an amused chuckle. Your hand went to his chin, tilting his face and bringing his eyes back to yours.

“Are you going to cry, Kim?”

“N-No.”

“No?”

You asked and he shook his head but the glasses tears over his eyes gave him away, one blink and they’ll be rolling down his face.

“Yeah? You’re gonna be a big boy and take what I give to you, right?”

“Mhm.”

You cooed when the tears that he had so badly tried to hold back slowly rolled down flushed cheeks. You clicked your tongue slowly as you let go of his face.

“What a fucking shame. You failed me again, Kim.”

“Fuck- I’m sorry.”

You huffed as you moved away from him completely. Your actions made the boy panic as he reached out to you causing you to glare at him harshly.

“I hope you’re not expecting me to make you cum.”

“W-What?! Why?”

“You can’t follow simple rules Kim, what makes you think you deserve to cum, huh?”

He was speechless, wincing slightly at the thought of having to go to bed with his dick still this hard.

“B-But Y/N, please, it really hurts.”

“Sounds like a you problem.”

“I’ll do anything! Just- just please- I need to cum.”

You chuckled at his please but got off of his lap anyway despite his protests.

“If you wanna cum then you’ll get yourself off. I’m not wasting my energy on someone who can’t last more than 20 minutes.”

The words went straight to his cock causing the tip to ooze with precum. Curse him and his humiliation kink.

“P-Please-“

“You sound so fucking pitiful.”

He continued to whine at your words as he began to thrust into nothing but the air, desperation visible in his whole being.

You crawled over to him, one leg going over his lap until your crotch was sat directly against his.

You slowly began to rock yourself back and forth against him, the friction causing the both of you to sigh in content.

The look on his face was that of pure pleasure. His brows were furrowed, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as harsh pants left through his nose.

“Kim,” you gasped as your hands roamed his body, one getting buried in his hair, tugging on it harshly causing him to moan loudly.

He hummed, urging you to continue your sentence and actions but mostly your actions.

“You look so pretty like this, pliant and so obedient underneath me.”

He whined at your words, his hips thrusting up to rub himself against you even harder.

“Do you want to cum, Kim?”

“Uh huh- wan-wanna cum.”

“Cum for me then.”

He didn’t need to be told twice. He cried out your name as he trembled and writhed under you. Spurts of cum shooting out of his cock and onto your clothed torso.

[so many of you guys asked for a part two so I really hope that this is satisfactory🥺💖]

!!Hey if you’re triggered by anything that involves emotional abuse then please don’t read this because it does contain similar themes!!

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Things had changed. After your little slip up Jungkook had begun to watch you like a hawk, never letting you out of his sight even when you had to go to the bathroom.

You felt suffocated and you didn’t how long you could take it before you began to lose your mind.

He had taken your phone away or any form of communication you had with the outside world and had packed all your belongings before dragging you to his secluded penthouse.

He had never told you about the place which meant anyone who knew you would have no idea where you were.

“Kook?”

“Yes?”

“I can’t do this anymore.”

Your words were whispered out as tears began to roll down your face. You were crying so much that breathing began to get hard.

Jungkook cooed softly as he came around and crouched in front of you. “What’s wrong, angel?” He asked but you failed to answer.

You were sobbing, words leaving your mouth in a jumbled mess as you tried to reason with him.

“Hey- hey! Shhh, it’s ok.” He brought you into his embrace, bringing your face against his chest as he rubbed soothing circles on your back all the while he hummed your favorite song.

He knew you so much to the point where he was the only one who could calm you down and it didn’t take him long at all.

Once your breathing came back to normal he brought your face closer to his as he began to gently wipe away at your tears.

“What’s wrong? Hm?” He asked and at his soft voice, you almost lost yourself again.

“I c-can’t-“

“Breathe, baby, breathe.”

You took a deep breath, sniffling loudly and cringed at the sound that your blocked nose made.

“I’m- I’m tired.” You whispered as you looked up at him with empty eyes.

“I’m so tired, Kookie. I feel trapped and suffocated by what you claim as- as love.” You continued and the man watched you with a hard gaze.

“Why? Why are you doing this to me?”

“Baby- I love yo-“

“No!” You shouted as you ripped yourself away from his embrace an empty laugh leaving your chapped lips.

“This? This isn’t love Jungkook. This is an obsession, it’s unhealthy! Can’t you see? You and I- we aren’t good tog-“

“Don’t you dare,” Jungkook sneered as he stood up, now hovering above you, “don’t you dare finish that fucking sentence.”

You shook your head, the tears from earlier returning but you refused to back down now.

“Or what?! Huh? What are you going to do Jungkook? Are you going to hit me? Because that’s how you treat the one you love right?”

“Shut up.”

He was calm but inside he had a raging storm. He didn’t want to scare you but why couldn’t you see that everything he had done for you was out of love.

“Or are you going to kill me? Is that what it’s going to take? Are you going to end my li-“

“Shut the fuck up!”

His voice was loud and it brought shivers down your spine and just like that, your bravery was replaced by fear.

“Everything,” Jungkook growled out as he got closer to your face, “everything I do for you, I do because I love you.”

He was so close now, you could feel his warm breath wash over your tear stained face.

“We aren’t good together?” He asked before letting out a sarcastic laugh, his hand gripping your jaw harshly.

“Who are you good with then, huh? Are you fucking someone else behind my back, Y/N?”

His voice was sinister and you choked on your breath, your heart clenching painfully at his words.

“Is that it? You want to leave me for another? Is he fucking you that good, hm? Never took my angel for a slu-“

Jungkook never got to finish his words. You had spat in his face out of rage and anger. How could he? How could he accuse of something so vile.

Jungkook calmly wiped his face with his free hand as he looked back at you, his eyes wide with rage.

You have never ever taken Jungkook as one for violence but at that moment you felt as if he would raise his hand at you.

“Angel...” He breathed out as he forcefully brought your face closer to his, his nose touching yours and his eyes never leaving yours.

“Kookie?” You squeaked out as your hands went to clutch in his shirt. “I’m sor-“

“Let go.”

“Kook- please-“

“Let. Go.”

Your hands immediately went to your sides as you whined quietly at his rejection. Jungkook had never spoke those words to you, he liked it when you would cling on him.

“I do everything for you and this is how you repay me?” He asked and you were about to answer but the hand around your neck made it impossible to.

“You’re such a fucking brat, you know that?” He sneered before he let out an empty chuckle.

“I think I need to put you in your place, you seem to have forgotten, angel- you seem to have forgotten that you belong to me, you belong only to me.”

He continued as tears rolled down your face.

“You have the audacity to spit in my face. Seems like my little sinner has gotten brave so I am going to remind you of your place.”

You gulped as he moved closer to your ear.

“Next time think before you fucking act.”

You were afraid, terrified even and after all that he’s done to you, you’ve never felt this scared of him.

“W-What are you going to do to me?” Your voice trembled as you looked at him with teary eyes.

“Where’s the fun in telling, angel?” He asked as he dragged you to your shared bedroom.

“You think I don’t love you? Think I want to hit you? Fucking kill you?” He huffed as he took out a duffel bag.

Where was he taking you this time? You wondered as he began to pack but he only packed your clothes. What?

“K-Jungkook?” You whimpered as he threw the bag at your feet before he sat down on your bed.

“You’re tired of me right? Then leave. There’s the door.”

You were shocked. Overwhelmed with mixed feelings because this was all you ever wanted. To be free. You didn’t realize how long you had been standing there until he broke you out of your reverie.

“Get the fuck out!”

You flinched as you picked up at the bag at your feet as you hurriedly made your way out of the room with him behind your feet.

“But remember angel, no one will ever love you the way like I do and when you’re ready to accept that, the door is always open.”

His words burned at the back of your head as you made your way out of the house. It was cold and wet outside and you had no idea where you were.

You panted as you looked around, shivering slightly at the pouring rain before pulling out a warm jacket from your bag and began to make your way far away from the penthouse.

You don’t know how long you had been walking but you were tired so tired that you couldn’t even feel the cold due to the numbness of your body.

The rain had gotten harsher and you felt as if you were walking in circles. With a frustrated cry you slumped down, painful sobs ripping away from your chest as you brought your knees up under your chin.

What if he was right? That he was the only one who could ever truly love you. All he ever wanted was to protect you from the grotesque ways of the world.

He was only trying to keep you safe but you just had to push him and now here you were, cold and alone with no one to keep you safe.

You whimpered your boyfriend’s name, shivering violently as the rain continued to harshly hit upon your weak body.

“Kookie-“ You whimpered again before you passed out from the cold that had started to become too much for your body to bare.

It was warm. Wait, warm? You groaned as you tried to get up but failed as a hand gently pushed you back down.

“Angel?” A familiar voice called out and you whined at the sound as your head began to pound causing a stream of tears to fall down your face.

“H-Hurts.” You whimpered as you brought your hand up to your head, wincing at the pounding pain against the side of your head.

“Oh angel, I’m sorry.” The voice continued, a hand coming up to gently wipe away at your tears.

“K-Kookie? wan Kookie.” You gasped softly as your eyes fluttered open only to be met by the eyes of your boyfriend. You couldn’t help but to burst into tears.

“Baby? What’s wrong? Don’t cry.” He was here, he had saved you. Maybe this was love? Maybe he loved you.

“Kookie?”

“Yes, angel?”

“Kookie.”

You whispered out and the boy gave you a sad smile as you brought your hands up to his face, as if you couldn’t believe that he was there.

“You’re sick angel. You must rest now.” He whispered as he leaned into your touch, his larger hands enveloping over your small trembling ones.

You shook your head at his words, afraid that you were just dreaming, that you’d find yourself alone in the cold night again.

“Don’t- Don’t leave me please-“

“Hey-hey, no I’m here, angel. I’ll be here when you close your eyes and I’ll be here when you open your eyes.”

You sniffled as the boy cooed, wiping away at your cheeks and nose.

“It’s ok. Rest now my angel.”

You hiccuped as you shook your head, refusing to let go of him let alone let your eyes shut.

“Baby- come on. You need to rest.”

“No-“

“Y/N...”

You gulped at his tone as you reluctantly nodded, letting go of him before laying down again. Your eyes monitored his every move afraid that if you took them off of him even for a split second, he would disappear into thin air.

Eventually your eyes began to slowly close, tired from how long you watched him move around.

True to his word, Jungkook stayed with you the whole time as he nursed you back to health. He would only leave the room to make you food or to go to the bathroom and even though his heart broke at the sound of your whimpers he had to make sure you were recovering.

Two days had passed and the second he let you get up from the bed, you cling onto him. Arms around his neck as you buried your face on the crook of his neck and he only hushed your sorries as he rocked the both of you back and forth.

“Are you hungry, angel?”

“Y-Yes.”

“Here- let me go and make you food.”

You got off of his lap but trailed after him like a lost puppy and your eyes did the same thing as he prepared a meal for the both of you.

Jungkook placed your plate of food in front of you before he sat across and began to eat. You weren’t eating. He frowned as he placed his fork down before looking up at you.

“Angel? Why aren’t you eating?”

“Why? Why did you bring me back even after I-“

“Y/N. Eat your food.”

You shook your head, sobbing loudly as you got off your seat to kneel down next to his chair, your hands immediately finding his.

“Kookie- I was so horrible to you! I was a bad girl, Kookie- please don’t make me leave again-“

You were rambling, your sentences incoherent as you tried to apologize to the only man who could ever really love you.

“Oh sweetheart, you’re such a mess, huh?”

“I’m-I’m so sorry.”

“Shhh, it’s ok angel. It’s all ok now.”

Jungkook took your trembling body into his arms as he sat you onto his lap before he began to gently wipe your tears and placing soft kisses on your flushed cheeks.

You leaned into his touch, whimpering quietly as you clutched onto his shirt just like he always liked.

“Oh look at you. My pretty girl can’t be looking so sad, hm? Can you tell Kookie how to make it better angel?”

“Stay w-with me.”

He only smiled as he placed a soft kiss on your lips before he began to feed you. He was gentle, touching you so gently as if you could break.

“I’ll always stay with you, angel. You’re stuck here with me baby so get used to it.”

You began to leave soft kisses on the base of his neck, the actions cause the man above you to smile as he gently gripped your waist, urging you to continue.

“Baby, you should be resting.”

“Nuh uh. I miss you.”

Jungkook let out a stuttered breath as you found his weak spot, gently nibbling on the skin and making sure that you left a pretty little mark just like he always did to you.

Your kisses trailed down onto his collarbone as you slowly began to unbutton his flannel shirt, pushing it half down his arms so his torso was exposed to your hungry eyes.

It wasn’t long until your found yourself on your knees in front of the man who claimed to love you. You were eye to eye with his bulge as you gulped loudly.

You bit your lip nervously as you looked up at him and he softly ran a hand through your hair while the other fished his cock out of his sweatpants.

“You’re gonna be good for me angel, aren’t you?”

You nodded as you tried to move closer to his shaft but his hold on your hair tightened as he pulled you away from his half hardon.

“Angel don’t be so rude. Beg and I’ll give you what you want.”

“Kookie! Please! Gimme- want your cock, please-“

He chuckled softly as he brought his cock onto your eager lips. You were almost drooling, whining loudly when he playfully pulled away but he quickly silenced your protests as he carefully sheathed himself in your mouth.

You gagged at the sudden intrusion but Jungkook didn’t let up. He began to gently fuck your face. He was so vocal. Your name and a string of curses falling from his lips as he thrusted his hips into your face.

“Mmmfuck- so good, angel, you’re so fucking good for me.” The praises that left him had you moaning around his throbbing length.

You had tears running down your face, spit running down your chin but Jungkook still looked at you as if you were the most beautiful being to ever walk the earth.

He pulled you off of him, groaning at the sight of your messy face. A string of spit connecting from your lips and onto his cock, wet cheeks and teary eyes but by god did you look beautiful.

“Look at you,” he marveled as he pushed your hair out of your face, “such a pretty baby, hm? So messy but so so pretty.”

You smiled at his words as he gently cleaned up your face. Jungkook stood you up before reaching down and hooking his hands under your thighs as he picked you up. Your hands went around his neck as he walked the both of you into your shared room.

He sat you down on your bed before he straddled your body, his lips immediately finding yours. He began to grind himself against you, his cock rubbing against your covered centre.

“Please- please touch me Kookie.”

“Anything for you baby. I’d do anything for you.”

Those were his words as his hand slipped inside your flimsy shorts and panties. You were soaking, the feeling of your slippery cunt causing the boy above you to hiss softly.

“God, you’re so fucking wet- all this from just sucking my cock, hm?”

“Y-Yeah- made me so w-wet.”

He only hummed at your confession as he used his middle finger to rub the juices all over your throbbing clit. You were so sensitive and so swollen that even the slightest touches had you seeing stars.

“Fuckkk- you’re so eager, angel. Making such pretty sounds for your Kookie.”

You gasped as your legs opened up even more at his raspy voice directly in your ear. You were leaking, clenching around nothing as your juices gushed out of your pussy only to be absorbed by your panties and shorts which were ruined at this point.

Jungkook’s fingers continued to abuse your slippery clit, pinching and rubbing all while you writhed beneath him. You were so close. So so close but the boy knew you like the back of his hand so he stopped his movements eliciting a frustrated cry from your chapped lips to which he hushed with a soft kiss on your temple.

“Hush now my love. You will cum, I’ll make you cum so fucking hard you’ll beg me to stop.”

You hiccuped at his words as he roughly pulled off the soiled clothes from your body leaving you with nothing but his hoodie on.

Jungkook didn’t waste any time as he made himself comfortable between your thighs. He gripped his leaking cock as he began to gently guide himself into you.

You let out a breath you didn’t know you had been holding in when he finally bottomed out. He was big so it didn’t come as a surprise when you felt a sting of pain from the intrusion.

He didn’t hold back like he usually would. Jungkook fucked you like it was his job to do so. His thrusts were slow and deep, reaching places you never knew existed.

He took your breath away with every thrust as your legs clung around his tiny waist. He drilled his cock into you causing even more juices to slip out of you.

“Fuck- fuckfuck angel you feel so fucking tight-“ he gasped as you clenched around him, your eyes rolling at the back of your head as he found your gspot with ease.

“Yeah? That the spot, Princess? Hm? Did Kookie find that special place that makes your toes curl and has you seeing stars?”

You nodded as you choked on your breath, your eyes looking down to where you met. You were speechless, nothing but harsh pants and loud moans left your mouth.

“Fucks sake angel- do you have any idea what you do to m-me? Hm? You drive me cra- fuckkk- crazy so fucking crazy angel.”

He moaned as he looked at you only to find your eyes focused on the sight of his cock fucking into your cunt.

“You fucking slut-“ he chuckled breathlessly as he placed a hand around your neck, bringing your attention back to him, “you like watching yourself get fucked? Like seeing my cock drill into your pretty cunt?”

You cried out as he began to harshly rub your clit, bringing you into an unexpected orgasm that had you seeing white for a couple of seconds.

Jungkook continued to fuck you through your orgasm, hissing loudly at how much you drenched his cock with your arousal.

“So. Fucking. Filthy. Look at what you’ve done to me, Princess. Made a mess all over Kookie.”

“Suh- so sorry.”

He only grunted as he continued to abuse your gspot as well as your clit, your hand going around the wrist of the hand that harshly rubbed at your clit. He quickly slapped it away as he began to punish your bud again, causing you to sob loudly.

“Take it. You fucking take it, I know you can angel- there you go ohf-fuck such a good girl. Such a good fucking girl. Cum for me baby, drench my cock just like I know you can.”

You were shaking, your legs threatening to close but failing due to the body that laid in between them. You thrashed around the bed as you squirted around your boyfriend, the pressure of your orgasm threatening to push the other out but he only forced himself back as he fucked you through it all.

“Thaaat’s it- fuck yes, you’re gonna make me cum so fucking hard for you, gonna fuck you full of my c-cum-“

Jungkook harshly panted as he placed his forehead against yours, his eyes holding yours in an intense eye contact while he came inside you.

It was quiet for a couple of seconds before he carefully pulled out as he laid in your arms.

“Are you ok angel?”

“T-Tired.”

He nodded against your chest before he placed a kiss where your heart sat.

“Rest my love. I have a feeling you’ll be feeling more tired as the days go by.”

“Why?”

“Because angel,” he smiled as he placed a hand on your stomach, “we might’ve have added another one to our lives.”

Your breath hitched at his words as you looked down at the hand that rubbed soothing circles on your stomach.

With a loud gulp and a nervous smile you let him shower you with kisses, cursing yourself of how careless you had been because you knew then and then.

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You groaned loudly as you messed for the nth time, still not getting the shape right.

You puffed your cheeks, frowning down at your creation, it didn’t look right it was as if something was missing but you couldn’t tell what it was.

“What the fuck am I doing?” You groaned loudly as you gently knocked your head against the wall behind you.

“Language, young lady.”

A deep voice reprimanded behind you and you swear you’ve never apologized that fast before, bowing several times as you let out an endless strings of ‘sorries’.

Mr Kim was your mentor, someone who was assigned to guide whenever you needed advice or just someone to talk to when things got a little too hard.

You never talked to him though and not because you didn’t have any struggles because lord knows you needed the support but because of how intimidating he was, hell you couldn’t even look at the man in his eyes let alone hold a conversation with him.

“What’s got you so heated?”

“Huh? O-Oh it’s nothing, I’m so sorry-“

Seokjin chuckled as he made his way over to where you previously sat, the chair abandoned in the midst of your apologies so he opted to stand behind you.

You were stiff, biting down on your lip in hopes to not let anything embarrassing out. He smelled so good and it made it hard for you to focus.

“Ah, I see what’s wrong here,” he trailed off, his voice so soft yet so deep it sent shivers down your spine. His warm breath washed over your skin and it took everything in you to not melt into a puddle of nothingness onto the floor.

“Y-You do?”

“Mhm, here let me,” he trailed off as he got closer, his arms going around your waist and hands taking yours in his, “you just made a silly mistake, angel. Nothing we can’t fix.”

You didn’t know how to respond but your hands sure did, they shook in his hold causing the man behind you to chuckle softly.

“Steady hands, Y/N, steady hands.” He whispered, his hands enclosing around yours as he took the half done bowl in your hands.

You took a deep breath as you let the clay move gently between your hands. You were so focused that you had almost forgotten about the man behind you.

“Good girl.” He praised causing your cheeks to heat up and by the chuckle that left his lips you could tell he was amused.

Seokjin suddenly moved away from you and you couldn’t help the whine that left your pouty lips causing the man to coo softly as he made his way around you where he now stood in front of you.

He looked like a walking sin, no one should ever be allowed to look this good. You hadn’t realized that your focus was now entirely on him and not the clay in your hands.

“Focus, sweetheart.” His voice snapped you out of your reverie and you let out a small sound at the back of your throat before averting your eyes away from his.

“You’re very endearing you know?”

“Excuse me?”

Kim Seokjin only smirked as he watched you with those mischievous eyes. This man could tell you to do something and you would do it with no hesitation.

“If I had known you were this cute then I would’ve came around often.”

“C-Cute?”

You squeaked out, almost choking on your words. He only hummed as he turned off the machine causing you to stop your work.

“C’mere.” It was a command but he said so softly you couldn’t help but to go to him immediately.

“Such a messy girl, hm?”

“I didn’t have much of a choice.”

He chuckled at your words as he brought both of your hands under the sink, his larger ones enveloping your smaller ones.

“I-I could’ve done that for myself you know?”

“Yes, but I wanted to do it, you don’t mind do you?”

He finished his sentence with a tilt of his head and you found yourself shaking your head because you didn’t mind at all.

“No?”

You shook your head again and he hummed quietly before flashing you his cute smile.

“Try and use your words, yeah?”

“Y-Yeah.”

You needed to get a hold of yourself, stuttering and staring was definitely not the way to go.

“Mr Kim?”

“Seokjin.”

“Huh?”

“That’s my name so call me that.”

You nodded slowly at his words and it felt weird to call someone who was your senior by their name.

“S-Seokjin?”

“Yes, sweetheart?”

You found yourself blushing at the nickname, you couldn’t help it.

“What did you want?”

“Do I need to make an appointment to see the student I was assigned to?”

Your eyes widened as you quickly shook your head, worried that you might’ve offended him.

“No! I mean no, sorry it’s just you never really come around so-“

“I need to change that then, yes?”

You only nodded as he helped you dry off your hands. It was silent for a couple of minutes and you couldn’t help but let your eyes wonder to his face.

“Pretty.”

“Hm?”

Fuck- you said it out loud and there was no going back from this now.

“...Nothing.”

He only chuckled as he let go of your hands and making his way to the door.

You let out a huge breath thinking he was going to leave but that moment didn’t last when you heard the lock click.

“Mr K- um Seokjin? W-What are you doing?”

“What am I doing?”

“Yes?”

Seokjin only shrugged as he backed you up the sink behind you. He was intimidating so intimidating that you couldn’t look into his eyes for more than 10 seconds.

“Will you look at me, doll?”

You didn’t hesitate, your eyes finding his immediately.

“What’s got you so flushed, hm? Is it me?”

You were at a loss of words as you bit your lip suddenly feeling shy under his gaze.

“Don’t do that.”

“Hm?”

He raised his hands before cupping your face gently, his thumb releasing your bottom lip from the tight grip of your teeth.

“Is this ok?” He asked, his voice feathery soft and you couldn’t help but nod as you leaned into his touch.

“Words?”

“Yes.”

That was all Seokjin needed before he placed his lips over yours. It was gentle and soft, he tilted your head as he slowly took over your mouth and you gladly let him.

One hand slid down to your neck and loosely wrapping around it as he caressed your tongue with his.

Jin pulled away and you whined with closed eyes as you chased after his lips for more. The man chuckled as he tightened his hold on your neck to keep you in place.

“Be good for me, doll, yes?”

You nodded and he brought your face closer to his again only to brush his lips against yours teasingly causing you to whine quietly.

“So impatient, what do you want, baby?”

“You.”

“You have me.”

You blushed at his words before hesitantly wrapping your arms around his neck.

“Kiss me.”

“Kiss you?”

He asked and you nodded before he gave you a playful smirk before placing a soft kiss on your forehead.

“Nooo.”

“No? You wanted a kiss and I gave you a kiss.”

“Not there.”

He raised a brow at you as to ask where you wanted the kiss and with an impatient huff you roughly smashed your lips together.

Jin returned the same energy, quickly taking over the kiss as his hands ran all over your body and somehow ended up under your shirt where they cupped your covered breasts causing you to whimper against his lips.

“So fucking needy.” He muttered under his breath as he broke the messy kiss and you only giggled as you tried to pull him in for more but he was having none of it.

He quickly wrapped a hand around your neck just like before to keep you from moving anywhere.

“I’ve been here for long enough,” He breathed out as he placed a soft kiss on your lips, “I’ll see you again but until then-“ He smirked as he looked between your lips and eyes before leaning closer to your right ear.

“Be a good girl for me, yeah?”