eve

*sitting alone on my bed* *thinks “hm. i can’t keep living like this.”* *keeps living like this*

i think more final girls should be forty and kind of weird and off-putting

It's nice that loud noises don't stick to clothes like smells do. That would be really bad if they did.

got a crick in my neck and a frog in my throat and a chip on my shoulder and a stick up my ass and now you're gonna stand there puttin words in my mouth? haven't I been through enough?

“Do it scared” “do it alone” are all great tips, but my biggest takeaway from therapy is do it messy. This is especially true if you’re getting out of a burnout, which I experience often. Literally just do it messy. You don’t need to pick the perfect trail to walk, the perfect playlist to listen to, whatever the fuck it is. You don’t need to have a meticulous to do list and wake up at the exact time you planned and drink the exact amount of water you planned to drink. Like the biggest thing for people like me to remember is sometimes it’s okay to do it messy. Put on a random yt workout and just get it done in sweats. Do 5 minutes of a daunting task and go from there. Sometimes just getting up is a win during intense burnouts or depressive funks. Literally just do it messy.

“The Circus Tent by the River” by Jorge Enciso, 1923

having unwashed hair will have you believing shit like i can’t be saved

everything is changing and maybe that’s okay

as you get older you realise that anything that helps you stop feeling stuck is welcome even if it hurts at first

going on a girls trip! (me and my earphones to the supermarket)