💥Sexual Gladiator!💦💣

The day is perfect 😍. If the birds aren't singing, we sing for them. Then in the blink of an eye, dark clouds roll in. The sun disappeared. Hate starts to grow at the rate of a drag car. Seems that there is no stopping it. We try one move, nothing. We try another tactic, no results. Then another. Fuck it we are in quicksand.

It's like it's a set up. On the fault of the other party. I'm under the impression now that she had other plans. These plans didn't involve me. Now that's just me using my uneducated, paranoid investigation and I have been wrong plenty of times.

My heart 💔 to so many pieces it's going to be awhile before it gets together. I'm sure it's for the best. I don't like it and I haven't accepted it yet. I will eventually. When it comes to a break up I say there is a fine line between missing someone and dwelling on that individual. Dwelling can lead into long term mental health issues.