Does anybody have a map?

My mum and brother constantly speak to me like shit, they get physical if alcohol consumption is high enough, this Friday my mum threw her wine glass at the wall because I told her I didnt have any money to buy her More Wine and proceeded to call me every name under the sun while I cleaned her mess. My brother hasn't been so bad recently, though that may be because he rammed my head into a wall two weeks ago and I haven't let him near me since, whether or not he's genuinely sorry? I don't know and frankly don't care anymore.

I'm the only one in my house that's working at the minute due to the lockdown in place, I go to work as a care nurse every damn day and come home to a filthy environment full of homophobic, abusive assholes and I just genuinely can't do this anymore.

Packing my reptiles and leaving, I have a friend looking to do a shared flat rent with me and we're both working to get money together; Its hard as we both live with people who "borrow" money and never give it back, their family guilt trips if they wont and mine verbally assault until I give in. I've spoken to the police about this and got "it's a civil family matter" so nothing more was done. I've lived in a half way house before and the staff speak to you like dirt so that was barely better.

I just want somewhere to live where I don't have to guard my things and my person like an animal. I want to be able to come home and feel safe and not get spoken to like trash for breathing.

Again I'm real sorry for doing this shit I don't want to ask but with some moral support from friends I've been told there's no harm in just asking, worst that could happen is no one donated right?

Thanks if you've read this to the end ilya and stay safe x))

Adding my paypal link bc ko-fi fucks up alot for me. Dont worry if you're not able to donate but a share would help get the message along. My blog has been depressing lately I'm So Sorry For That folks.

Episode 1: Runaways

 A Look at the story so far and the things to come.