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i’m hiding worse, more secret emotions behind my big and obvious ones

im banned from romantic love

dude wait. what if we got really close together so we feel safe

pleeeease can my humiliation ritual in the mail just arrive finally so i can get rejected properly and get over this stupid fckn crush

PLEEEEASE CAN IT JUST ARRIVE ALREADY

it is so annoying being so self aware about all my issues like okay what now girl

someday someone is gonna be so soft and gentle with your heart, you’re gonna be so glad you kept it open, you’re gonna wonder why you ever thought about quieting it down

need to get tortured by someone that adores me

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

ah no can’t hang out today i’m gonna smoke weed and jerk off yeah it’s gonna be an all day thing sorry actually wait do you want to watch